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Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ 8:48 PM Okay im guilty as charged :( i've been playing war-craft more specifically DOTA like a monster. RAH. This game fucking screw up my life. this is what i do daily ever since the start of the holidays AFTER wake up at 9.30 start to dota till 3 , remember never take lunch (order mac), continue dota-ing till 6, finally get my butt off the com head for some basketball, come back dotaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa till 1am + BEFORE wake up at 9.30 exercise for 2 hours or so, maybe head to gym. 2 o clock reach home, play some com/sleep then 5 go down play ball. come back rest makan then spend time with y GIRLFRIEND! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i dont want to be a lazybummmm :( i want to ggggggym ! i mustttttt gym my muscles (if i have any) are soft and saggy :( I want spend time with my chan su ie later she run away how? SOLUTION: dont dota soooooooooooo much! i want to take many many many pictures with chan su ie <3> Rocket upp here!
@ 1:57 AM Needy. A partner is never needy unless bromance happens and he/she turns needy in order to get that little assurance, affirmation, attention , or whatever for the other partner. - suie. I have to congratulate myself for randomly reading through two chapters of my FMS. Which is like up & coming on Friday. Have this crazy craving for caffeine. Particularly Vanilla Latte from Starbucks. But i am just plain to lazy to go grab it. -.- Goodness. {I'd prolly just run to 7-eleven to get some substitute for it.} Boyfriend have been ignoring me because of War-crafts. Talk about it when you first have him giving up the game, switching off the comp for you. And definitely not having you seeing the sunset alone as he walks away with his mates. {Just quoting} :) I have been semi-stressed, Busy, bored and filled with tons of things to do, but then you just don't feel like doing. Man. This feeling kinda sucked. Okay, enough of my randomness, gotta run and get dinner before i turn into some starving monster. Toodles. P.s: i love what i do, but i couldn't do and i begun not to regconise myself. Labels: Whatever. Rocket upp here!
Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 8:46 PM The many many times. I am envious. Zealous and jealous in fact. Gawd. I love my skin, the color too. :) The tan. The texture. The stretch and tension. I love how the way my hair goes. I love my fingers, i love how they bend instead of being totally straight. :) But, in this world you have to be more than that isn't it? the stereotyped beauty, the other beauties you see in your eyes and you wonder why don't you have it ? The kind of unattained beauty. I am really missing the times, i lost all my pictures. I hope my drive's is good enough for the technicians to get my pictures out. :( Ima good and sad kid. I am trying hard to be good. People give me a hand and make it easy for me. :x Vegan.Vegan.Vegan. Pray.Pray.Pray. GoodCause.GoodCause.GoodCause. Loves suie; I want to fly away. Rocket upp here!
@ 7:21 AM random.randomer.randomest This is a very very random conversation that my sister & I had ME: Hello im a walnut pls eat me reads msn nick sister: why are u a walnut ? ME: cause su ie is chestnut ! sister: why is she called chestnut ? ME: CAUSE WE ARE NUTS sister: NOW I UNDERSTAND X_X Rocket upp here!
Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ 8:22 PM the random! Oh yeah! Baby, was complaining that i wasn't blogging regularly here. And so here i am. :) Weee~ Had a fun Messenger conversations last night and a long phone chat with my baby! :) Though i didn't get to sleep very much. Damn sadded! :( I hope my insomnia gets better, else i am going to get sleeping pills. Alrighty, my breakfast gonna kick in soon.! toodles! love suie~ Rocket upp here!
Thursday, February 18, 2010 @ 9:11 AM POEMS? I really really hate you but i love you so much too i really really want to kill you but in the end i would kill myself too. -chan su ie GIRLFRIEND WENT CRAZY AND MADE A HATEFUL POEM! We are poles apart definitely worlds apart. but in our hearts we never will part. -chan su ie The stary nights, i seek your face I gaze into the moon, i found you there. There stood a lady, so beautiful my knees went weak When i looked up, there you were right beside my feet. -ATYJ There can be a million and one things i love, but i love the times when i go crazy about you. ATYJ TO CHAN SU IE. Rocket upp here!
Saturday, February 13, 2010 @ 6:50 PM 1 year 1 year 1 year Valentine's day 2009 Yesterday GIRLFRIEND called, i super happy can :) can hear her sweet sweet voice :D Another day without my girl, emo liao la -.- well i spent rhe day watching HI my sweetheart <3 okay la i know i very lag, but still its super nice and sweet la! Okay so im going to buy a PS3 wait for my dearest to come back then buy tgt :) awww i miss her :( I BET SHE'S STILL SLEEPING :O just like my other family members ! waiting for the next CALL :) Rocket upp here!
@ 8:04 AM Happy 1 year anniversary :) Rocket upp here!
@ 1:00 AM wowinstantmoney:) I want my bowling ball :( i miss my girlfriend freaking much. anyway im just so bored, so i came here to blog. i just won an instant $300 :) my uncle came to challenge my intelligence, he showed me a stack of $10 notes and asked me to guess how many there was. I had 3 tries. 1st try WRONG 2nd WRONG awwwwwwwwww ! then the magic happened & just like that im $300 richer :) Indeed there's none like you. Rocket upp here!
Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 10:27 PM the feeling of love. My chan su ie went to Malaysia, IM MISSING HER. waiting for her text ever since she left. GAH :( where is she ? i don't know, but i know that god will protect her and keep her safe. Im awaiting your return baby <3 Girlfriend said something super touching to me before she left :) ITS A SECRET :)) Winks im sorry.I love you.i'll believe. Rocket upp here!
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 @ 11:42 PM I MISS MY GIRL :( Hi im back been having UTs this few days, sian to the max D: today was maths, i think can get 10 marks la :D Girlfriend is really weird , she post our photo then something so sad below D: she said all her post are random thoughts! DAMN SCARY :( she random already so scary, un-random must be even scarier ! :O okay meeeeeeee ishhh soooooooo sleeeeeeeeeepeeeee !!! Thank you my love for everything, all the hugs kisses & EFFORT. I thought of 3 words that will keep our r/s strong. LOVE, GOD & EFFORT :D I will make these three words our tripod. slowly but steadily okay! no rush rush. im typing like a primary school kid. anyway my girlf is still freaking cute with her "short" hair :D The power of his words. Rocket upp here!
Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 6:09 PM Picture Perfect. Guess it was repetitive, isn't it ? I did not realize how much it hurt, how much i had stop myself to cry, that i realize when i start not to control, everything flowed out. Not forgetting of course, that i was a crybaby. Love is but such a pain in the ass. I told myself once that when the previous one falls, i should have given it up. But what do you see now, what do i have now. A chance. I don't need/want/have any feeling for this particular thing. Is getting deeper, mundane, tiring and stained. Where's the white knight of mine, wait... i mean, where's my black knight ? Sighs* signing off ; SUIE. Rocket upp here!
@ 1:32 AM title-less Girlfriend copy and paste her post on her blog here. CHEAT ONLY SIA. Gosh my stomach hurts, arms and legs muscle tear :X I have a great urge to exercise! might be joining another basketball team. :) im so tempted to play basketball, yet i hate it at times. I realize im such a contradicting idiot -.- & i'm sorry my girl, didn't catch movie with you :( MUMMY'S FAULT! :O IM GOING TO STEAL THE PINEAPPLE TARTS :) & IM GOING TO SPEND LOTS AND LOTS OF TIME WITH YOU DURING HOLIDAYS TILL YOU FIND ME A PAIN IN THE ASS :) BRING YOU GOOOOOOOO SHOPPING ON 12TH ! SAME PRINCIPLE: YOU SHOP I PAY, I SHOP I PAY :) OKAY IM NOT HIGH OKAY, IM JUST SO EXCITED TO SEE YOU! 5 MORE DAYS TO ENDURE, CHIOOONG UH! I LOVE YOU BABY, EVEN THOUGH YOU HATE ME CAUSE I KNOW I'M AN IDIOT & I KNOW YOU HATE ME FOR A REASON AND I DON'T BLAME YOU NOT ONE BIT. Rocket upp here!
Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 8:50 PM When things get by. Quoted: "Her legs are basically toothpicks, she's skinner than even some of the editorial models out there. It wouldn't be so freaky if she was naturally like that but obviously she's been working really hard on being a skeleton. Talk about supporting the plummeting self-esteems of girls worldwide." Basically, obviously i am not quoted this to be the subject of ridicule. Its for some no-brainers of the world to realize. Before my next post where i will spam much pictures, i'd announce some random stuffs. - I missed the Air-Show. Gotta ask mich about details. - I missed last session of dance. - I had a wonderful time yesterday with siewmin's celebration. - Cassandra Seto and Jasmine Ler are the awesome musketeers of mine. - I lost my phone and got it back withing two days. - I miss kamal so much i actually see him. :) - I realize my life isn't all that bad. - Health is something i have to work hard to get this year. - I am going weekly vegan next month counting. - I am highly stressed and agitated. - My red blood counts are getting lower. - I have been putting weight, but i know i am going to lose them all. - Pineapple tarts are something that is extremely hard to resist. - Soon after new year, i am going to be down with sore-throat, flu and irritation. - I need time for all my ships, friendship - kinship - && RELATIONSHIP. - I have to be closer to GOD. That pretty sums up all, and i guess, my birthday this year is going to be interesting and all. :) Sweet thoughts. Love, suie. P.s: somehow, i think i left somethings out of the post but i just can't remember. :) Rocket upp here!
@ 4:52 AM Booo im back! Did gym today for 3 hours, met a really nice malaysian guy who taught me all about gyming, i realize everything i knew about gyming was wrong :O super tired now. Im currently waiting for my phone to ring, WAITING FOR A WITHHELD NUMBER ! & I miss Chan Su Ie so super much ! GIRLFRIEND LOST HER HANDPHONE AGAIN :S one day she will lose herself ! I HOPE NOT. W34P will be missed so blooody much, i cant help but think about my classmates for next year! I want to take pictures with my hot GIRLFRIEND :) Rocket upp here!
Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 4:29 PM Waking up from my dreams. Its been long since i post. im in much confusion, i wanted it to be a long post. But i just cant. -Blank thoughts- In the end I just want to be with u hand in hand, nothing else matters. Noting matters as much as you. Why did all this happen. I dont blame anyone or anything but myself. I disappointed everyone around me, all the people who care, the people who loved me. This was yesterday, the past. Today, the present would be BETTER! cause im seeing my girl :) Its not wrong to cry, is it ? Rocket upp here!

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