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 Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 7:14 AM When the one who actually listens was someone so distant
 Ahh , so i haven been blogging. And well , am now out of boredom.
Seriously, i have so much to do and to learn yet i am not choosing to do and well, to do something else. Such as snacking, reading books and blogging.
I think i must be nuts or having some kind of disorder. And i think mich and boyfriend would prolly agree to this.
=)
Recently hooked onto "forget about it", a book of course, by Caprice Crane. Well, guess i am into love novels/ stories and such. Anyway, i quoted that perhaps having amnesia at one point of your life makes it all worth isn't it ? Looking at people where you have been so accustomed to, or have already prefixed a kind of mindset like; "i know she will do this, react this way, or she has always been like this" , or somehow similar. :)
Make sense ? and well, some things might just be the ones that you awfully wanted it to be knocked away and in this case, erased off. :) Just like pencil drawings met erasers! :)
Wee! But sadly, it doesn't at times. :(
BOO. Was really getting excited about Dance , and well , i still have so much to buck up man. Gahhs. :( But i will try my best, though i hurt my knee pretty bad. :(
And and, getting my stamina backk! *screams*
Wee, but first i shall complete my tough and hectic weeks ahead before settling down to revise all my school work for the semester and well score a GPA of acceptance and enjoy my holidays.
{ Sadly, i'd most prolly ending up holding or looking for a job }
I need money for almost everything. Thank Goodness, GOD, family, friends and Boyfriend don't require money to come by. :) At least. :)
*yawns* I better get back to my report soon , else i will get chopped up by my group-mates and boyfriend! *ROARs*
Bye people!
Signed;
SUIE!
P.s: When all i need was assurance. :) Labels: And well, prolly the one whom understands too.
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Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 1:44 AM BOOOOOOOOO ! HO HO HO MERRY CHRISTMAS !!! hmmm abit late laaaaaaa but still the thought count right ! <3 okok lets start from CHRISTMAS EVE! christmas eve stayed home till 2.30PM (damn sad damn sad) poly dudes meeting cancelled. Headed to gym, lucky YONG decided to accompany me, he said " CHRISTMAS EVE GO GYM ALONE LIKE EMO ONLY" HAHAHAH there was many other emo(S) there, gym was packed like usual -.- After gym headed to play basketball, JOBELLA & JOHN joined us. Played till 10 plus. WOW christmas eve was screwed by some (they thing they very li hai players) ROFL suck balls please ! oh well then went for dinner with them at coffee shop ! COFFEE SHOP HOR! never mind the food was kinda good ! or maybe it was cause it was at 10.30 when we ate. Random events after that. WELL CHRISTMAS EVE WAS KINDA GOOD :) CHRISTMAS EVE WAS EVEN COOLER ! First watched sherlock holmes with mich and GF ! AWESOME AWESOME ! RATED 2 STARS WTF -.- IMPOSSIBLE! headed to flea, hmm gf bought a cute pair of shoes ! i wanted to pay but she say cannot leh, say wat, pay already means send her away. KUKU GIRLFRIEND LA -.- i got an ipod nano for girlf, when she recieve the gift she no reaction leh. WOW HOR ! hahahha never mind la, xi guan jiu hao ! No la she gave me a long long text saying thank you ( so i shall forgive her ) :) hahaha she sacrifice much more lor ! :) lovelove is all about making sacrifices for the other party <3 gosh what am i typing? -.- okok then we went to Steword Riverboat to eat ! wooots Nice place i would say reasonable price, 100 for two person ! At least cheaper than mount faber :) Sorry babe , i forgot u got sea sick ! NEXT TIME WE SHALL EAT HIGH UP :D hahaha hint hint uh ! ;) let me strike lottery first. had lots of fun with girlf on christmas ! OUR VERY FIRST CHRISTMAS TOGETHER! LOTS OF MEMORIES WITH MY DEAREST <3 ONE YEAR APPROACHING! :)
2MORE 2MORE :)
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Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 9:19 PM Marie Moll fort
Ahh , guess yesterday was a flooded period of Christmas Posting. I can't seem to get everything posted on blogger.
Anyway, Christmas afternoon was spent with Mich and My boyfriend. Caught Sherlock Homes which i definitely don't think it deserved a dishonor of two star rating. It seems like, at times we can't rely hugely on the ratings. Do we ?
Next , random walking & shopping around town. Flea wasn't awesome. In fact i suppose the two pack post it i got from there was the best buy. { Not forgetting the expensive handmade shoes. }
Dinner was freaking awesome { apart from the part that i have to constantly tell myself i am at the pier not in a BOAT that was floating on the sea. } Shucks. { i have minor/slight seasickk } Which could get worse if the boat was moving or it have been smaller.
After dinner was a long cab ride home. And sequences. :))
Yet the best things that happen on Christmas was ;
GOD GAVE ME AN AWESOME BUNCH OF FRIENDS GOD GAVE ME MY SISTER GOD GAVE ME MY SISTERLY LOVE LIKE BEST AND CLOSEST FRIEND GOD GAVE ME THE BEST EXPERIENCE GOD TOOK MY WORST OF LIFE AWAY GOD TOOK MY TEMPER AWAY GOD TOOK MY PREJUDICES AWAY GOD TOOK THE MATERIALS OF EARTH AWAY AND MADE ME SEE GOD TOOK AWAY EVERYTHING THAT I THOUGHT ONCE MATTERED BUT UT ACTUALLY ISN'T.
GOD GIVES AND TAKE. WHETHER FOR THE GOOD OR THE BAD YOU 'D THINK. BUT IT WAS ALWAYS THE GOOD THAT GOD HAS AND/OR PLANNED FOR YOU.
leaving ; suie :)) p.s: be surprised. I HAD AN IPOD NANO for Christmas. :) Labels: awfully awesome
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 6:48 AM when you remember the times
Wonderful , just finished my scrumptious supper. I guess i have to jog off the kilos then.:(
Anyway , a fruitful day plus morrow. Swam and met up Mich for lunch. Slacked over my house and headed for dance. Tomorrow's going to be a start of happening for me again. Wonderful . Hectic Hectic Hectic. And i haven even get to touch , start or see my project. Woah , best of prioritize. :))))
Oh well , talking about all these, Christmas exchanges is uppp! WEEEEEEEEE. i like pressies and surprises. :) i wonder why. :)
Tempted by papers again , me and Mich went to track our favourite paper packs. :) And well , don't deprive us of our copyrights! There's a limit to what you can follow. :)
anyway , just a short update before tomorrow ends. Cause i know i will be to shag out to blog anything. Peace out. To the EVE OF CHRISTMAS EVE. :) smiles!:0
Loves; suie
p.s: when sometimes you just can't forget.
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 8:04 AM when you see the things i do and feel the things like how i felt them too.
Right. :)
I am finally back , yet not the time for a big break. Only for a breather. Oh well , i think being a Group leader in a camp, changes you dramatically. A very good experience i'd say. But turned me into some semi-guy. :( Anyway , camp overall was fun ( four days ) , and yet i have been tiring myself out lately. Packed and packed. Yet i hoped i have more time for most of the things and people. [ It is like never enough. ]
After camp dashed to carmen's house. Was supposed to have a pre-christmas lunch with my girls. Yet did not but met up for a short chat. :) Boyfriend was nice enough to accompany me and sent me home even though he was so occupied and busy throughout the week / day. Thanks Baby. :)
Anyway , caught a wink and back to my daily life. Dinner was pathetic but ate a whole lot . [ I told michelle i wanted to lose weight. ] Super contradicting. Packed my room , chatted and caught some tele-shows. Been missing a whole lot these days. :(
*sighs* Seems that life's kinda dull and low for me. I really hope Christmas do light up for me a bit , just a bit will do. I wonder where's the jewel box trip you promised. It seems like you don't remember what you have promised or am responsible for what you have said and/or blurted out.
ooh, i sounded so emotional hardcore. Oh well , early merry christmas everyone! :) SMILES! :) loves; suie.
P.s before i go, lemme share a nice quote from somewhere.
Quoted : you can either grumble because roses have thorns or you can be thankful because thorns have roses. The choice is yours.
suie replied -- A matter of perspective. Labels: when we are one.
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Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 8:52 PM Awesome kevin soh
Awesome service today. KEVIN SOH was AWESOME...NO actually god is. I was touched by his testimony, from drug addict to singer and a messenger of god. I learn many things, I had many thoughts while the song was floating through in y head, feeling god's presence. I thought of three of my very good friends. They once loved the lord, but have since back sided. I dunno how to help them, but after today, I'm more than assured that god would pave the way. I would just keep praying and believing. I really want to upload Kevin Soh's song, but cannot find leh. too bad lor :( That aside. Yesterday I had a great time with MARCUS ! hahhaha glad we still cliqued ! -.- 4 years tgt as brothers le, doing all the nonsense stuffs. Thanks for the talk we had, pointing out to me stuffs that i didnt see at first. I hope i can help u too :D (you know what i mean ) So we went hunting for the place to collect the food, ending up making rounds. From safra to Bedok, Bedok come back to tamp. Tamp then to the place -.- GOSH both marky and I have no sense of direction ! BASKETBALL completed the day. LOL 3 months never touch ball already, played like a chicken. The funniest thing was we won a bunch of "they sure win" people. HAHAHHAHA too bad la, GOT US HOW TO LOSE! GIRLFRIEND IS IN CAMP AGAIN. SIAO ONE. IMISSHER! :(
Amazed by your un-ending love
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Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 6:39 PM Its been a while
HAHAHA its been awhile since i last blogged, long long while. well holidays are here, and i still haven got a job :( so rot at home lor, planning to start studying once week 2 of holidays starts. SAY ONLY LAR... nah will try my best :) Girlf have been having exams and i madly intoxicated with dragonica -.- YAY today's girlf's last paper. hahahha i think i more stress than her lor when she exams! must nag her to sleep, wake her up, bug her to study....tsktsk ! HAHHAHA glad its going to be all over. That why i say be boyf also stress ! HAHAHHAHAHA kidding la, i know i give her lots of problems also :) OKAY BABY JIAYOU WITH EXAMS, i shall head to dragonica ! meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeow !
.this love knows no bounds :)
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 9:13 PM Common test versus common sense.
 "At times some things that occurs in the mind are easier to be drawn or written out. As words spoken are much more imprinted in the mind thus any mistake in rash comments will result a bad ending. "
I thought i had much to type and post but then again i stared at the white text box. My mum asked me what i wanted for Christmas, i wanted to tell her i need an ipod classic, sudden rush of ideas and new products then flow into my mind. I-phone, I-touch, chance to get DSLR.... But after all that thoughts, it suddenly cleared and uncover an imprint of a tremendous period of..... that i have been through.
"I just want my happy & peaceful life and family back, My lil' sister , my dad and my mum." She did not reply, kinda expected yet i wished she had an answer for me. But sadly i know it will not come , else not as soon.
Some times i realize no matter how much i smile/laugh, no matter where i am or in whatever situation, I still have to face a time that some things just don't go me way, or in any way that i would gladly accept. That's when you make the choices and decision that were hard for you. But you will end up getting over it and say , "Been there, done that & got over it."
Oh well , i ought to be studying and revising or preparing for my up and coming tests. -.- Pretty boring. Correction. Extreme boredom. :)
Programming, I shall head off. Meeting my secret lover later. :) Adios! ;)
p.s: Hmm , the hidden happiness and sadness of thy. Labels: Afternoon
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Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 7:23 PM When it's time for something else
OOH LALA GALORE   
Awesome! Just done with my cultural Intelligence Presentation. It sucked , but a relief. :) Above were some pictures i compiled. Not all the shots on that day, as i am lazy to edit. :) After a eventful and exciting yesterday with all the flying verbs, words and comments. I hope everything is cleared.
Something else, Feeling freaking bored right now, to think i still have six more hours all more to burn for mugging. Ah, Goodness. School.Exam.School.Exam. Where's the free/fun holidays!? To think we have assignments and projects lined up during and after our holidays. Unbearable! Torturous! :(
BOO. I want to take pictures. I want to play. I want to have fun. Boooooo! I am lika kid. I need entertainment. I need my bestfriends. I am BORED. Ryan is asking me not to blog. -.-
Aye. I am going off. Updating next time. Note: Dance is cancelled! OH NO!. Lessons too. Freaking awesome. :)
p.s: I want to be where i am and not where you wanted me to be. At least for now. Labels: vulgar is so not me.
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@ 12:26 AM Mission accomplished
I knew what bait makes you bite. And you did , and we finally got you replying. For more than a minute.
Not in the mood to elaborate but ;
Yesterday ; Singapore discovery centre - Lunch @ 7-eleven - 3D movie - museum - dinner at queenstown Ikea - christmas pressie shopping at anchor point.
That's about all.
I am freaking sad. I am thinking , what will i be without you. You are such a large chunk of my life. And For your information , it's not ANDRE i am talking about.
i am so leaving these. Labels: the wounds that you have inflicted.
Rocket upp here!
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Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 8:14 PM real time bites
I am suppose to be delighted and in high spirits after heading out to discovery centre with my boyfriend. But who knows technology proves itself to be quite useful in knowing what your friends have been up to without having to bother to text/call/meet them. Cool isn't it ?
I hate it , i seriously do. The purpose of you blogging up is to show us what your thinking and how you want us to do. I am seriously tired of trying to get you , trying to maintain all these relations. Can't you see ? If i am that unmovable as you claim , as heartless as you said , i believe you would not even bother to blog all those up , that is because you know that after reading i might inflict some guilt in me ? But what do you know ? WE are all here trying our best , but yet you blame it all on me ? We have gifts , cards , surprises for you , but what did you do to us ?! MIA ? Gone what MALAYSIA?! Yes , i am putting it upfront to your face. You have to know , and your our best-friend , truths are suppose to prick and hurt. You have hurt us deeply too. I bet you don't know , you don't even care. All you care is to self-pity yourself and to make it seems like your having an all time suffering bitchy life.
We loved you and we know everything might have been harsh on you ,and i know that perhaps i am the closest one to you. But do you know , this shoulder , this friend that have always been here for you have been so badly neglected ? Have been so badly trashed aside ? You called , i called back. You texted i texted back , even IF you said your not free , i pushed all my appoinments to make time for you , and asked you out continuously for almost 2 weeks, sometimes without receiving any replies from you. Do you know exactly how that feels ?! i know carmen does. And do note that , in this world there are people who are as busy as you are or even worse, i am trying to make a point that we need effort from both sides. You don't sleep ? Heck , you have been crying , that's why you don't sleep. Self-pitying that is. What i have been doing , is to let you know i am there for you , but do you even care ? you blamed i assume , you blamed i accuse , but did i ? DID i ?
I feel like a fool replying you , as if not giving you enough evidence to get back to me. I know karma bites back . But what can i do when i need to pull someone so close to me back? If you do care , and you do read. Please be free on the 22nd , or towards the end to count down of the year. BY THE WAY ; i sent you a text about this , but you didn't get back to me. AS ALWAYS.
P.s: I am really pissed , but i still love you. GOD SAVE ME.
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Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 6:28 AM Its the snow that cause the tears and the cold that freezes the heart.
Part of me is feeling that bliss , but then again at the same time there's some other things that fails me.
Today , was a semi-fulfilling day. Workout for an hour before heading back to my house for a scrumptious lunch and a failed study plan , because both me and carmenny ended up falling asleep. *me fat* :( Afterwards , rushed down to meet Michelle at city hall. :) Walked back and forth and ended up at bugis , dinner was at a hotpot stall , recommended by Carmen. Not bad , hotpot are for the cool kids! :) *shhs*
Pluckk , as usual. Random chattering and picture taking , i seriously hope that my camera is stable already. Else i just keep having to lend someone else's camera to take shot when i have that inspiration. -.- pretty pathetic isn't it ? But then again , i don't have a particular camera in mind. Except for that 5k one. Interesting isn't it ?
Went home with a happy note but a heavy heart. Plus , i gained two kg after the eats. -.- Imagine that. How sad i am. :(
Alrights , all the randoms aside , my homework is piling , exams are nearing. What can i do when i am not trying. When all else fall, i only have my path to accompany me , the one i walked on, the one i chose.
Notes of the day : Compromise was suppose to be in the love, but i realize it was not compromise as i know how compromise was , it was the kind of thing that you have gotten used to , you are sickk of having to mention it , to try to change it that you somehow have to accept it with a broken heart, a heart that was continuously stabbed and ripped that it no longer bleeds or feel the pain. Just disfigured , laid apart , never to heal and never to be closed. A heart so bare , so prone to external, so delicate. Something that you have to just get over it, to protect it , even it takes you a hand or a leg , you have to change so that your partner will be happy, so that everything stays the same and goes on. And that's when the other side of you fades and you tend to leave it behind. To forget , to never get it back , to remain stoned. And the best thing is , your partner would never know.
hah , i am crapping again. oh well , gotta go. peace. freezes Loves loads , suie!
Labels: To think but yet not to again
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Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 3:47 AM NP vist.
I'm now sitting at NP's atrium. the travel time form RP to Np is a killer man -.- super long, why didn't chan su ie choose RP. LOL been playing the Forex trading market, like addicted already . i swear I'm very greedy, when it was earning like $500 dollars I didn't sell guess whats the price now, losing like $10 000 ++ damn it la :( ahhh that's why never play stocks, so damn scary la. 1 minute never watch then become like that le! :O hahaha waiting for my baby to come out, i want sleep le la :(
baby I'm right here waiting.
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @ 8:39 AM 24 hours , 4 seasons , all in a year.
Yikes! Gained weight again. :( Anyway , finally got to dance today. :)))) soooooo happy that dance wasn't cancelled again. :) School was mundane , except for the random chattering & test. Goodness. Been eating so much , i wonder why don;t i explode or something. Prolly makes my life easier. Like rebirth. ;)
My second post of the day , first one was over at worldwideweb.fantasies-alive.blogspot.com. :))) Ah. Going to be packed and packed. Felt kinda happy about it actually , a relive from something. Sounds like an extemporaneous speech i made that day over at Comn-toolkit. *laughs*
Anyway, life's gonna be interesting , i suppose. :) And i am soo glad that i have awesome God , friends , mates and guy to walk my life with me. :) It sounds so cool. :)
Alrights , before i make my departure ; Happy belated 17th birthday to Jerome and Charis. I love you guys , and i loved you darling. Have tons of fun and laughter always. :)
P.s : At times you just have to make it difficult for yourself. Labels: Looks who's falling now.
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@ 6:29 AM baby we are one
Wooo today was a foooooooody day. 3 packets of soya bean. 4 Full meals, 8.30 Hor fan, 9.30 ban mian, 12 Cai fan, 9 Dinner at home. 10 sets of Vertical , 4 set of inclined, 5 sets of chest machine, 4 sets of triceps, 1 set of Db machine, 4 sets of weights. 3 sets of biceps.Damn i think this is too little :( going to push myself further, must carry max weights by year 2. Differentiation was a killer, it killed me & half the class. Maths faci was super nice he bought each of us a cup of bubble tea :) Okay i know I'm supposed to write a 300 words long essay complaining about differentiation, but i cant bear to make my baby wait. IN CONCLUSION: Differentiation SUCKS, maybe just a little cause i know how to do le :):):) I think I injured my leg on the way home :O I felt a snap at my leg, oh well im steel :) I very badly want to apologize to you for breaking your bangle, maybe the bangle to is very special and important to you. I know no amount of apologies and even buying the same thing back would not help. But i feel bad not saying sorry, i very much want to say all these in person but I'm afraid of the outcome, I don't mind if u vent your anger on me, but i really hope you would forgive me. I really don't wish to lose a friend because of my stupid act.
Heading to the showers then call dearest already :)
When two becomes one <3
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