Okay so today was a very red Monday.
No the sky wasn't red at all, it was my skin that was RED.
HAHAHA kinda love the red skin hope it never goes away, but well its waving goodbye already :O

So girlfriend is having her test tomorrow!
i just want to wish her all the best
JIAYOU JIAYOU & studies should come above dance hor!
BUT NOT ABOVE ME :)
i must be number one, i don't care. Whines.

possessive freak.

Girlfriend is a puffer fish & im a cute red lobster :)

Girlfriend is stealing me away :O



signing off: ATYJ

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Ooh. SO i guess most stuffs have been mention. Now that i realize maybe the Co-blog thing wasn't so bad. { so i am not marking my words this time. :) }

Anyway , Chop-chop about my school stuffs. :)
School's back again , after the three - four days break. Kinda boring but thought it would be great if it were longer. :) I kinda forgot what i did on Thursday .
A failed swimming trip of Friday , because these days the skies are kinda crazy / temperamental. Prolly having "THE" days. :) but i still loved it. :)
Caught the "Spotlight boogie" Happening at Heeren , meet old dance mates and some school ones. :) Pretty awesome show , thought of joining back to studio after my exams. And yeah , exams is in around two weeks ? scary! *shrugs*

Irritation + enjoyment + voiceless = My Saturday. Not that i am hating it , but cassandra just makes it better. :)
Sunday was church as mention ; Swam for around two - three hours , caught new moon && irritation again with a sleepy trip down night safari and bedok 85. The food was great , just that the after effects - not that good - :)
Oooh. So that sums up my four days or so. :) lovely.

Arghs. Having a talk at five later. I still planned to go for an early warm up. *grrs*
oh well , having a tummy upset now. {i Guess ? }

- something random : i randomly took a stack of foolscap this morning , and on the first page i saw something sooooooo cute. :) love it. The smile of the day. :)

Alrights , gotta go already. I don't want to lagg behind. :)

toodles :)

P.s ; I really love you , i really do. We're the seafood couples! oh no.

Labels: Praise him. Praise the lord. :)

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okay so today was a wonderful wonderful day!
Church service was awesome
Had a great day out with girlfriend
Managed to 70% learn how to swim
Caught New Moon.

Whoa so many things in a day! :)

happy little me baby is with her cousins at night safari, didn't join :(

Swimming was wonderful i'm red as hell, sun burnt everywhere :O

Please don't hit me, it hurts like hell :(

I miss my baby!

My sister says i will get RED , REDDER & BLACK

I'm a Dolphin that can't swim, girlfriend says she doesn't want a dolphin that can't swim. :(
Anyone wants a swim-less dolphin ?

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Right, being at home on a perfectly beautiful Friday seems wrong,
Being at home without my Girlfriend is the last thing that I would want to do.
I admire those who always have got a long long list of things waiting for them to do,
People who makes full use of their time.

I think a very sensible thing for me to do would be to workout.
Its a 100000000000 times better than staring at the computer waiting for someone to host a Dota room. -.-

Exams are in two week time, i know i should be studying but i just don't have the feel.
Yes it all boils down to the word FEEL.

I want to spend a whole day at girlfriend's house! :D

okay okay I have something to do now.

I shall search for fun places to go :)

Okay at least i spend 5 minutes doing something :)

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Tsk tsk ! :)


Boyfriend commented that i have been making my appearance at facebook. Very active that is. :) :)

Anyway , Some random updates here. Dance have been a killer , or perhaps i have been out of practice , which is pretty sad yo. Also been eating a whole lot { regular meals and such.

School has been pretty boring , except for a few card makings and quizzes. Which to mention i have been lagging behind in my studies , but i simply don't feel the push OR the need to push myself. Sad to say , exams are in less than three weeks time. Goodness. *-*

I seriously hope for a breather , or perhaps i have too much of it that i don't even know where all that time has gone to. And that's pretty sad. Life isn't all that sad isn't it ? I feel so pointless at times when i leash these thoughts , but then again , don't everyone ?

*pondering*
On a lighter Und Brighter note ; I am meeting boyfriend later for a crash movie at my house around four plus five. Gut ? hmm..

Alrights , i think it's time for to again bid farewell to this post. I seriously hope for exciting parts of this that . {Next post might include what i've drawn for dwayne.}
So long. :)

Lovin' as always.Suie. Adios . :)

Labels: When it pricks the heart.

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Uh.
I realise i haven been updating & taking pictures for a very very long time.
Counting before i realise my camera has a problem. :(
Tsktsk.
Prolly getting a new camera soon from sony still. :)
My wish : The full frame digital single lens reflex sony camera that cost 5 grand.
What i can get : Sony alpha series.
Okay , it isn't that bad anyway.
Just found my compact point and shoot. It's lying to me. :(
Sighs*
Just enjoyed my brunch { skipped school today. } , Salmon don plus two eggs and many more dishes. OMG. And it cost me near a kg.. Pretty upsetting. -.-
When can i be like how i used to be. *sighs* But anyway , i have approvals so its working fine in relations. :)

Just saw some effing nice pictures on flickr by Kevin Meredith. Zomg. How i wish he did come singapore to teach & that i can get a chance to learn from him. But first i need a DSLR. SAD. :(

Sighs ~ alrights , logging off.

Loves suie :)

P.s: some words are just too harsh , some too gentle. A make believe versus the reality , what will you choose ?

Labels: Silence

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Finally i got rid of my HAIR D:
I always though my hair was nice, till i met BAY KIM SENG
HE SAID IT LOOKED LIKE A HELMET. DAMN IT
SO LONG NEVER SEE, THEN STRAIGHT AWAY SHOOT ME :(

HAHAHHAA alright, so much have happened this week.
i doubt i can remember.

TP's band concert with Girlfriend and other, Frankly i wouldn't be there if not for baby.
2012 with poly dudes. SERIOUSLY PLEASE WATCH IT!
HAIRCUT at 201 with wei wei
SWIMMING WITH AH ZONG
GOKUSEN with girlfriend, ANOTHER FANTASTIC MOVIE

Did i miss anything?

well i still have many unanswered question in my head.
It has nothing to do with my CHAN SU IE
just some randomness stuck in my head.

I KNOW WHO TO PUT IN MY PRAYER CARD ALREADY
WINKS :D



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I feel different today, very different.
I don't know what happened this is so unlike me
siting alone in a corner, not making any noise.
I bet my dudes find it weird too.

They asked "Whats wrong?" but I couldn't answer, not that i didn't want to.

I know deep down that I'm not having any problems, worries or what-so-ever.
Or maybe just maybe its just that I'm not aware of it.

I hope it would be over in a while.


I'm sorry baby, I know I've been neglecting you. Please just gimme sometime.
I still really do treasure our LOVE

Rocket upp here!

Labels: Christ, save me

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Feeling really sick right now :(
Both girlfriend & i are unwell, I'm so sorry my baby for spreading it to you :(
& i think we will be sick for a long long time. D:

just finished my fish&chips with fried chicken.
Feeling like shit now :(

Give me back my nose please D:

Running nose do everything also sian, i just want to sleep sleep sleep :O






Who do you turn to, when the world gives up on you.
We would pat you on the back, and spur you on .
Who would be there as your world turns upside down, from white to black.

The answer is CHRIST.


Jesus i believe in you, i hold on to your promises.


Edits:
CHAN SU IE SLEPT AT 9.40, ITS A MIRACLE :D



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I'm like half way into my maths, stopping for a really short break.

SO HERE ARE THE NUMBERS FOR TODAY!

i missed 6 buses

5 of the buses didn't even open the door

i was 27 minutes late for class

I dropped my phone 2 times

I scold vulgarities 0/ZERO times :D

Girlfriend & I made less than 100 messages

2 more days to my 9th month

3 Chicken wings was for dinner




HAHAHA i think im crazy. Yes crazily in love with chan su ie !




THANKS BABY FOR BEING SO UNDERSTANDING!

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Ah . ONE HOUR! BOYFRIEND! :)

Anyway , attended replug yesterday , was slightly late but i manage to caught Yang yang's performance. :)) It was nice , just that it was tad too loud. I was almost half deaf when i came out. :) Caught the performance with Boyfriend , marcus and dorothy . Boyfriend claims that i scared them off , and i looked very much older that day {This i agree. :) }

Afterwards, Long john , pocky and a long bus trip home. :)
Long bus trips are awesome and enjoyable if we are not rushing for time. :)
Ahh. :)

Fully packed till weekends , simply tiring and pointless.
I wonder if there was this time you think about how is this got to do with your future.
{It isn't even any precious memory , it all just defer from secondary}

And of course , time spent with my lovely plastiqs , my girls , my cliques (guys) , and boyfriend are memorable and not of wasting my time.
Just so you know. :)

Ahh , sleepy & tired. Dance and such.

Logging off ;
with loads of love - suie/bottie/chestnut . :)

It was such a wonder that it was a passion yet you hate it so much you could still fight your last breathe for it.

P.s : I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH TOO.

Labels: silent.

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I'm going to start my post with this sentence.

WHY DIDNT I GET THEM SOONER!?!?

oh if u were wondering what i meant by "them", it refers to dumb bells
They seriously should change its name, maybe to something like Muscle Bells
ahhh that sounds so much better.

Finally got to use my newly bought dumb bells & skipping rope. Woots
one word after the workout.

SHIOK..............LA


I've decided on my daily schedule already :D
thought it while i was working out !

-NO games after 8
-8 - 11 is study time
-11 to 12 is KIKI CHAN SU IE's/BOTTIE/CHEST NUT 's time :D
-THEN ITS SLEEPY SLEEP TIME FOR ME <3
















BABY WE MIGHT BE DIFFERENT IN ALMOST EVERY WAY, BUT I KNOW THAT OUR FEELINGS TOWARDS EACH OTHER IS TRUE <3


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"Some times you just wish that you can do something wrong and turn back , but when you knew you did it , you've done it but never could you ever turn back again. "


-- Because it will never be the same.

ahh , those lines above sets one in thinking isn't it ? But then again who actually bothers to read it all , and actually think about it. Ahh , the profundity of knowledge. Whatever.


Anyway , i'm in school {like, duh} . Having dance today , i am mentally welcoming it but physically rejecting it . But then again i can't miss it , 'cause i have to be at Yang's concert on tuesday ? {Not that i don't wanna go, just a remark}

It seems so different from the other side.


Working over the weekends have been a killer , having to adapt back to working lifestyle kills too. I'm feeling so over , such as like when you get a hangover at some a place where you don't even know or realise what you have just did over the night. :) -movie!-

I actually caught astroBoy. It seems like we are all stereo typist. But nevertheless the movie was enjoyable , it was as "remarkable" as "love happens" and/or "The sister's keeper."
{Note : i am certainly not exaggerating.}


Super glad that i was able to see my boyfriend after a long period ? I am terribly missing some of my girls too , which i know and hopefully does , that i am meeting them real soon. Christmas anyone ? i am sorta free , else i will be with my boyfriend down at somewhere .


Sounds real interesting isn't it ?


Alright , have to get off before i start ranting on how Messenger and case studies have been getting on my nerves. :)

See ya , adios. :)

Labels: i love what you loved.

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Penguin classics.
All thanks to good ole' michelle. My dear girl . :)
Just got home from work. Work was super boring and warm. && being lethargic wasn't a plus point or to any.
The effects of reading my novella has worn off , else i'd be blogging sentences off it.
Such as one i befuddled my friend. And to none surprise that my boyfriend was able to comprehend. Which i am honoured so. :)

What i read - day and completed it , -day . Was The Europeans by henry james. A delightful read , which was easy to understand yet at the least enjoyment. The vocabs were just too strong for mere us to fully appreciate it - or to some - to understand.

I could not last without my newly bought novella . Interesting.

Ahh , i have to off the lappy already , jogging for essential plans. :)
ADIOS. :)


Quoted :

Acton: "Quelque chose est arrivée à toi depuis que je suis parti."

Eugenia: "votre partir que nous ce qui est arrivé à moi."


Acton: "voulez-vous dire pour dire que vous vous êtes ennuyé de moi ?"

Eugenia: "Si j'avais voulu dire pour le dire, il ne vaudrait pas la peine votre fabrication de la note de. Je suis très malhonnête et mes compliments sont sans valeur. "

Labels: Wait till you see

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I'm in the britney craze again. :)
Been blogging on the other blogsite , talk about custom. :)
Anyway , i find myself very talkative within. I need a pad to write , a comp to type , someway to express all i have . But then again , i have become so straightfoward , at times its really not the need.


School has been UBER boring , yes , Uber , a word that haven been appearing in my context. It's becoming more and more common that i dont even feel like using it.
Its something that i don't even understand . Not the usage but school , and its workload. I seem to be wasting my time everyday , even i can be so busy , even i seemed to be talking always , entertaining , playing. But then , i feel empty , not fulfilling like it was before , its like i lost something so valuable , so vulnerable that , somehow , it won't come back anymore.

At times i wonder if it was you , but then again , i thought it was just me all the time.
I'm feeling so down , but yet again i have that smile on my face and i dont even know why.
Once again i am filled with so much curiosity and passion for my doubts , doubts about my own life. Will people even understand what i'm trying to bring across ? will you even read it all.
I just feel like going on and on describing what i have for this long pothole within me.

Like , F. you would say. Or heck from me.



Going off ; suie


P.s :
Finding myself being faker every single day that passed.
So afraid that when the day comes for me to go ;
no one will bid me goodbye.

Labels: Loving every minute, take the hate from me

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My hand went into the shredding machine and it got cut into fun bit sizes.
nah im just bored.

Technically im very busy, but im lazy.
so when u are lazy and got things to do = Nothing to do ;O

okay i feel so lame :D

okay tmr is physics haven even study :(

i still want to watch jia hao yue yuan later , talk to girlf and stuffs :D

i totally dont prioritize my time ;S

rah rah wasted ours at the basketball court, basketball is really not my thing anymore. :(


Many randoms

i want to post pictures on the next entry :)

coffee has been life savers for the past two days :P

jogging/basketball without shoes kills the toes :(

i got 10 dead toes now :(

& 1 dead finger :O



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"Something tells me that its not what it seems like , but then again its right before you. So what or who do you believe then ?" - suie / kiki

Anyway , have been wanting to blog for quite awhile , but yet i could not find the time to.
Shall start from last Saturday ?

Had a mini Amazing race around Singapore. Pretty tough - okay - very tough. We are not given any moo-ney , Any concession cards , any technology. :(
Had to hitch a ride around , and to my surprise some gave us .
But there were still typical Singaporeans. And they really prove themselves to be. Nosy & _____.
Whatever.

Dropped 2kg straight , despite having to eat so much and constantly. -.-
The after effects are making me aching and gain more weight. Pretty upset about it.
Some irritating stuffs that i 'm pissed at :


- i really hate people that are unreasonable , especially those that actually matters to you.

- People that really have big plans last minute. { i totally understand if you want to lunch like this instant , but not that. }

- people who dont understand that , we have our own programmes too.


Ahh , all the stoopid things aside , { i find myself foolish blogging all that. }
School's have been pretty boring , been listening but not absorbing.
Terrible experience at the studio yesterday. Pretty shocking.
&& Have to get and do a lot of stuffs. I wonder how am i going to complete it. Damn.

Gosh . I totally am cooped up. Screwed. I don't understand anything or anyone. I feel redundant. And i dont even want to know why , and to bother to understand any.

Signing off ;

suie , with lotsa hearts and tears. KIKI.

Labels: F - remembrance

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