"At times some things that occurs in the mind are easier to be drawn or written out. As words spoken are much more imprinted in the mind thus any mistake in rash comments will result a bad ending. "

I thought i had much to type and post but then again i stared at the white text box.

My mum asked me what i wanted for Christmas, i wanted to tell her i need an ipod classic, sudden rush of ideas and new products then flow into my mind. I-phone, I-touch, chance to get DSLR.... But after all that thoughts, it suddenly cleared and uncover an imprint of a tremendous period of..... that i have been through.

"I just want my happy & peaceful life and family back, My lil' sister , my dad and my mum."

She did not reply, kinda expected yet i wished she had an answer for me. But sadly i know it will not come , else not as soon.

Some times i realize no matter how much i smile/laugh, no matter where i am or in whatever situation, I still have to face a time that some things just don't go me way, or in any way that i would gladly accept.

That's when you make the choices and decision that were hard for you. But you will end up getting over it and say , "Been there, done that & got over it."

Oh well , i ought to be studying and revising or preparing for my up and coming tests. -.-

Pretty boring. Correction. Extreme boredom. :)

Programming, I shall head off.

Meeting my secret lover later. :)

Adios! ;)

p.s: Hmm , the hidden happiness and sadness of thy.