I'm in the britney craze again. :)
Been blogging on the other blogsite , talk about custom. :)
Anyway , i find myself very talkative within. I need a pad to write , a comp to type , someway to express all i have . But then again , i have become so straightfoward , at times its really not the need.


School has been UBER boring , yes , Uber , a word that haven been appearing in my context. It's becoming more and more common that i dont even feel like using it.
Its something that i don't even understand . Not the usage but school , and its workload. I seem to be wasting my time everyday , even i can be so busy , even i seemed to be talking always , entertaining , playing. But then , i feel empty , not fulfilling like it was before , its like i lost something so valuable , so vulnerable that , somehow , it won't come back anymore.

At times i wonder if it was you , but then again , i thought it was just me all the time.
I'm feeling so down , but yet again i have that smile on my face and i dont even know why.
Once again i am filled with so much curiosity and passion for my doubts , doubts about my own life. Will people even understand what i'm trying to bring across ? will you even read it all.
I just feel like going on and on describing what i have for this long pothole within me.

Like , F. you would say. Or heck from me.



Going off ; suie


P.s :
Finding myself being faker every single day that passed.
So afraid that when the day comes for me to go ;
no one will bid me goodbye.

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