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With regards

2011-01-05T02:08:00.000-08:00

I wish you all the best, i hope he'll treat you right :)

You we the one that i'm happiest with,

Now I just hope this guy would make u the happiest person in the world.

Gummies & Chocolates

2010-04-14T21:27:00.001-07:00

Hardcore to Softcore.

A comment that i thought was interesting. It's fascinating when one can becomes another and the receiving party actually understands it.

I guess what i had posted in the last two was pretty emotional rather than logical. Don't you think ? Boo.

Before i start off cramping my schedule book, i realize that i am almost packed til' school starts. That's a bit bad. Pretty impressed that i am able to go for dance rehearsals and practice without complaining tired like crazy. I suppose that's an improvement. :)

Next, Performance for Dance4Fund is freaking nearing. Kinda anxious but i have to continuously remind myself that i had done a flash-mob before, so i don't go nervous, jittery and shy. I must do a great job in order to not let myself down. {And the others and the practices.}

I have to pray more often, read the bible.

Before i go i just want to say how much i love the world for it's God gave. :)

Byee! :)

Loves suie. :)

When was it again?

2010-04-09T22:19:00.001-07:00

I thought i was self-pitying last night. Maybe i was dreaming. Or maybe i was but towardssomeone's cold embrace.

Anyway, stuffed myself silly, and helped my sister out with her hair.

Meanwhile i was wondering why am i that capable of bearing every nonsense from everyone. I have to say, i almost had enough. But still, there is space for more. Maybe one day i will disappear with everyones' past, misgivings, troubles, agony, problems and so much more that have been taken out to form what they are of today and of what they have achieved.

Sometimes i even wonder if anybody understands what am i trying to say. But then again i came up with two theories:

1: No one can express how they feel/felt through any amount of phrases or words but only if the person experiences it themselves.

2: but then again, everyone whom had been through the same sh!t together, will experience different feelings of heart and mind accordingly to each individual.

So then, will ever there be this time where someone does really understands and feel what you had felt, and experienced as much as you had been. Maybe this world is simply made up with cover-ups and lies isn't it ?

That's prolly why everything seemed so perfect, because everyone's been lying, such good liars in fact that all of us have been lying to ourself since we learned how to make friends and that we belonged in a family with kinships.

Maybe after posting this i would contradict myself and well go around to comfort people when i happen to.

*random*

Freak, sometimes i would love to stab myself for being so.. indecisive. Half of me wanted to clarify with her, slap her and scold a string of colorful vulgar/vocabs, while the other part of me wanted to cry and say sorry.

Wait.. Just realized it's her fault. So i should scrutinize. But i promised to be good.. didn't i.

Maybe i don't mark my words any much hur.

Scooting off.

Loves suie.

When the hair falls the other way.

2010-04-06T23:07:00.000-07:00

I am pretty much stuck at home while boyfriend gets to go out.

Boo. Being sickk sucks terribly. But somehow i want to get sickk at times. :(

Anyway, Dance practice and rehearsal skipped, i had a long rest yesterday. Felt cooped up and slightly irritably bored. Ooh, that's long.

Heading for locking later! Misses it like soooo much. Terribly horribly much. Ooh, very long again. Shall stay home to day and do something like clearing my desk and wardrobe.. {Maybe not the wardrobe.}

*goodness* Just realize my penknife is with my dance mate. -.- How am i suppose to tear the editorials now. :( Alright, one thing down.

Sentiments: I am really pretty bored as you can see.

Oh well, will run off to do something else then boring the readers here. Have fun!! :)

Loves lots; Bottie chestnuttie! :)

2010-04-05T18:55:00.000-07:00

Booo the blog is dead, so is my shift key!

do u know how blooody inconvenient that is DO YOU!

HAHAHAHA okay over exclaiming :)

so well school is starting real soon, damn excited to get my 3.5-3.8 GPA

I sound damn confident uh ?

Enjoyed my holidays - basketball ,ite fair - basketball -girlfriend, girlfriend more girlfriend & basketball is all i did this holdiays

didnt get a job again! :(

NOW im waiting to piece jigsaw puzzles with my love, frame them up & keep next time can hang :)

im still annoyed with my shiPublish Postft key. GAH

If given another chance to start over,many things would changed but one thing which would remain is that you would still be my girl.

2010-03-25T18:36:00.000-07:00

BOOO

its been long, like usual

STUPID GIRLF MUST BE SAY ME CANNOT COMMIT TO BLOGGING :O

rawr okay nvm that aside this holdidays have been pretty boring !

except for the times i spent with chan su ie , my sorking experience at IT fair

the rest is pretty much the same. Stay home or baksetball.

I really feel the passion of basketball coming back. WONDERFUL :)

I realize lots of things in these few days. Really got me thinking, i would want to

uncategorized in someone's heart :(

Will really work hard on that, if i can change that my chan su ie will benefit too :)

Im a really blessed guy, thank god for it :D

Its good to be there but more importantly one should care :)

When the days get by; then you realize its' all nothing.

2010-03-16T01:03:00.000-07:00

Baby - justin bieber

Oh.

Yesterday.. Went to Universal Studio. Okay, so i am like suppose to be excited blogging about this whole experience. But but, i am soo lethargic, and upset upon mich things and thinking. :(

Anyway, these sad stuffs aside. I pretty much had an enjoyable and mad fun with carmen, yuezhang, pottie , lucas and carmen's mum. :) It had been like freaking don't know how many years since i took a rollar coaster. And having all the excitement, anticipation and laughters, i swear that taking all those blood pumping rides makes you jumpy/hyper. Like what they did to meee! :) freaking happie! And it is all thanks to carmen. :)

Boo.
Next, afterwards; having much consideration before heading off for dance practice which i realize how much i suck. And i really have the need to.. you know, be more confident, and thick skinned. :)

Ahh, but i finally learned not to be biased afterall. :)
Boo. Having, as in - correction - heading to dance practice later. though i know that i shouldn't, 'cause i should really take a long rest. Boo.
Gonna dance madly ; with passion to grind and everything.

Results is out soon on the 19th. Kill me please. Imagine if.. okay. I should prolly eliminate the 'if's, && the 'else's. :)

I need pictures; gazillion. and i need a drive which i can trust, that i can put all my pictures in without any worries. :( i love pictures; but i can't print every of them. Or can i? :x

Alrights; so much of my random, and well i guess blog's just not something that everyone can devote. Ain't it ? hmm... let me consider that. ;)

Going off;
With all me heart;
Suie.

p/s: if you aren't worried, if you don't even realize, then i might not be standing at the spot which when i leave you'd hurt much.

What's than that

2010-03-14T08:29:00.000-07:00

Boo, alrights.
I suppose our blog can do some updating {since the skin is fixed, but still weird}, Anyway, Boyfriend has a Job, like finally.It was at the IT fair. Good enough, and i went to visit him. Though i wasn't at my best mood, cause the crowds was simply tooo crazy and i am semi-Agoraphobic. -.-

Boo, other than this, we are heading to the universal studio tomorrow with carmen and her boy. Crowds again. Boo. But what's driving me crazy is my weight, appetite, the messing, jumping and juggling of appointments and dates, and my feelings.

Guess what, i gave up the perfect relationship and match for a less perfect one. But who is to be blamed? Me? Maybe. :(

well, well, i guess i shan't say any more if; else, when boyfriend sees, he might ask. But then again.. will he? Hmmpfs. We shall see. ;)

2010-02-24T20:48:00.000-08:00

Okay im guilty as charged :(
i've been playing war-craft more specifically DOTA like a monster.
RAH. This game fucking screw up my life.
this is what i do daily ever since the start of the holidays

AFTER
wake up at 9.30 start to dota till 3 , remember never take lunch (order mac), continue dota-ing till 6, finally get my butt off the com head for some basketball, come back dotaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa till 1am +
BEFORE
wake up at 9.30 exercise for 2 hours or so, maybe head to gym. 2 o clock reach home, play some com/sleep then 5 go down play ball. come back rest makan then spend time with y GIRLFRIEND!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i dont want to be a lazybummmm :(
i want to ggggggym !
i mustttttt gym
my muscles (if i have any) are soft and saggy :(
I want spend time with my chan su ie
later she run away how?
SOLUTION: dont dota soooooooooooo much!

i want to take many many many pictures with chan su ie <3>

Needy.

2010-02-24T01:57:00.000-08:00

A partner is never needy unless bromance happens and he/she turns needy in order to get that little assurance, affirmation, attention , or whatever for the other partner.

- suie.

I have to congratulate myself for randomly reading through two chapters of my FMS. Which is like up & coming on Friday.

Have this crazy craving for caffeine. Particularly Vanilla Latte from Starbucks. But i am just plain to lazy to go grab it. -.- Goodness.

{I'd prolly just run to 7-eleven to get some substitute for it.}

Boyfriend have been ignoring me because of War-crafts. Talk about it when you first have him giving up the game, switching off the comp for you. And definitely not having you seeing the sunset alone as he walks away with his mates. {Just quoting} :)

I have been semi-stressed, Busy, bored and filled with tons of things to do, but then you just don't feel like doing. Man. This feeling kinda sucked.

Okay, enough of my randomness, gotta run and get dinner before i turn into some starving monster. Toodles.

P.s: i love what i do, but i couldn't do and i begun not to regconise myself.

The many many times.

2010-02-22T20:46:00.001-08:00

I am envious.

Zealous and jealous in fact.

Gawd.

I love my skin, the color too. :)

The tan. The texture. The stretch and tension.

I love how the way my hair goes.

I love my fingers, i love how they bend instead of being totally straight. :)

But, in this world you have to be more than that isn't it? the stereotyped beauty, the other beauties you see in your eyes and you wonder why don't you have it ?

The kind of unattained beauty. I am really missing the times, i lost all my pictures. I hope my drive's is good enough for the technicians to get my pictures out. :(

Ima good and sad kid.

I am trying hard to be good. People give me a hand and make it easy for me. :x

Vegan.Vegan.Vegan. Pray.Pray.Pray. GoodCause.GoodCause.GoodCause.

Loves suie;

I want to fly away.

random.randomer.randomest

2010-02-22T07:21:00.000-08:00

This is a very very random conversation that my sister & I had

ME: Hello im a walnut pls eat me *reads msn nick*
sister: why are u a walnut ?
ME: cause su ie is chestnut !
sister: why is she called chestnut ?
ME: CAUSE WE ARE NUTS
sister: NOW I UNDERSTAND X_X

the random!

2010-02-21T20:22:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah!

Baby, was complaining that i wasn't blogging regularly here. And so here i am. :)

Weee~ Had a fun Messenger conversations last night and a long phone chat with my baby!

Though i didn't get to sleep very much. Damn sadded! :(

I hope my insomnia gets better, else i am going to get sleeping pills.

Alrighty, my breakfast gonna kick in soon.!

toodles!

love suie~

POEMS?

2010-02-18T09:11:00.000-08:00

I really really hate you but i love you so much too
i really really want to kill you but in the end i would kill myself too.
-chan su ie

GIRLFRIEND WENT CRAZY AND MADE A HATEFUL POEM!

We are poles apart definitely worlds apart.
but in our hearts we never will part.
-chan su ie

The stary nights, i seek your face
I gaze into the moon, i found you there.
There stood a lady, so beautiful my knees went weak
When i looked up, there you were right beside my feet.
-ATYJ

There can be a million and one things i love, but i love the times when i go crazy about you.

ATYJ TO CHAN SU IE.

1 year 1 year 1 year

2010-02-13T18:50:00.000-08:00

Valentine's day 2009

Yesterday GIRLFRIEND called, i super happy can :)
can hear her sweet sweet voice :D

Another day without my girl, emo liao la -.-
well i spent rhe day watching HI my sweetheart <3
okay la i know i very lag, but still its super nice and sweet la!
Okay so im going to buy a PS3 wait for my dearest to come back then buy tgt :)
awww i miss her :(

I BET SHE'S STILL SLEEPING :O just like my other family members !

waiting for the next CALL :)

2010-02-13T08:04:00.000-08:00

Happy 1 year anniversary :)

wowinstantmoney:)

2010-02-13T01:00:00.000-08:00

I want my bowling ball :(

i miss my girlfriend freaking much.
anyway im just so bored, so i came here to blog.

i just won an instant $300 :)
my uncle came to challenge my intelligence, he showed me a stack of $10 notes and asked me to guess how many there was.
I had 3 tries. 1st try WRONG 2nd WRONG awwwwwwwwww !
then the magic happened & just like that im $300 richer :)

Indeed there's none like you.

the feeling of love.

2010-02-12T22:27:00.000-08:00

My chan su ie went to Malaysia, IM MISSING HER.
waiting for her text ever since she left.
GAH :(
where is she ?
i don't know, but i know that god will protect her and keep her safe.

Im awaiting your return baby <3

Girlfriend said something super touching to me before she left :)
ITS A SECRET :)) *Winks*

im sorry.I love you.i'll believe.

2010-02-09T23:42:00.000-08:00

I MISS MY GIRL :(

Hi im back been having UTs this few days, sian to the max D:
today was maths, i think can get 10 marks la :D

Girlfriend is really weird , she post our photo then something so sad below D:
she said all her post are random thoughts! DAMN SCARY :(

she random already so scary, un-random must be even scarier ! :O
okay meeeeeeee ishhh soooooooo sleeeeeeeeeepeeeee !!!

Thank you my love for everything, all the hugs kisses & EFFORT.

I thought of 3 words that will keep our r/s strong.
LOVE, GOD & EFFORT :D
I will make these three words our tripod.
slowly but steadily okay! no rush rush.

im typing like a primary school kid.
anyway my girlf is still freaking cute with her "short" hair :D

The power of his words.

Picture Perfect.

2010-02-07T18:09:00.000-08:00

Guess it was repetitive, isn't it ?

I did not realize how much it hurt, how much i had stop myself to cry, that i realize when i start not to control, everything flowed out.

Not forgetting of course, that i was a crybaby.

Love is but such a pain in the ass.

I told myself once that when the previous one falls, i should have given it up.

But what do you see now, what do i have now. A chance.

I don't need/want/have any feeling for this particular thing.

Is getting deeper, mundane, tiring and stained.

Where's the white knight of mine, wait... i mean, where's my black knight ?

Sighs*

signing off ;

SUIE.

title-less

2010-02-07T01:32:00.000-08:00

Girlfriend copy and paste her post on her blog here. CHEAT ONLY SIA.

Gosh my stomach hurts, arms and legs muscle tear :X

I have a great urge to exercise! might be joining another basketball team. :)

im so tempted to play basketball, yet i hate it at times.

I realize im such a contradicting idiot -.-

& i'm sorry my girl, didn't catch movie with you :(
MUMMY'S FAULT! :O

IM GOING TO STEAL THE PINEAPPLE TARTS :)

& IM GOING TO SPEND LOTS AND LOTS OF TIME WITH YOU DURING HOLIDAYS TILL YOU FIND ME A PAIN IN THE ASS :)

BRING YOU GOOOOOOOO SHOPPING ON 12TH !
SAME PRINCIPLE: YOU SHOP I PAY, I SHOP I PAY :)

OKAY IM NOT HIGH OKAY, IM JUST SO EXCITED TO SEE YOU!

5 MORE DAYS TO ENDURE, CHIOOONG UH!

I LOVE YOU BABY, EVEN THOUGH YOU HATE ME CAUSE I KNOW I'M AN IDIOT & I KNOW YOU HATE ME FOR A REASON AND I DON'T BLAME YOU NOT ONE BIT.

When things get by.

2010-02-06T20:50:00.000-08:00

Quoted: "Her legs are basically toothpicks, she's skinner than even some of the editorial models out there. It wouldn't be so freaky if she was naturally like that but obviously she's been working really hard on being a skeleton. Talk about supporting the plummeting self-esteems of girls worldwide."

Basically, obviously i am not quoted this to be the subject of ridicule. Its for some no-brainers of the world to realize.

Before my next post where i will spam much pictures, i'd announce some random stuffs.

- I missed the Air-Show. Gotta ask mich about details.

- I missed last session of dance.

- I had a wonderful time yesterday with siewmin's celebration.

- Cassandra Seto and Jasmine Ler are the awesome musketeers of mine.

- I lost my phone and got it back withing two days.

- I miss kamal so much i actually see him. :)

- I realize my life isn't all that bad.

- Health is something i have to work hard to get this year.

- I am going weekly vegan next month counting.

- I am highly stressed and agitated.

- My red blood counts are getting lower.

- I have been putting weight, but i know i am going to lose them all.

- Pineapple tarts are something that is extremely hard to resist.

- Soon after new year, i am going to be down with sore-throat, flu and irritation.

- I need time for all my ships, friendship - kinship - && RELATIONSHIP.

- I have to be closer to GOD.

That pretty sums up all, and i guess, my birthday this year is going to be interesting and all.

Sweet thoughts.

Love, suie.

P.s: somehow, i think i left somethings out of the post but i just can't remember. :)

2010-02-06T04:52:00.000-08:00

Booo im back!
Did gym today for 3 hours, met a really nice malaysian guy who taught me all about gyming, i realize everything i knew about gyming was wrong :O
super tired now.

Im currently waiting for my phone to ring,
WAITING FOR A WITHHELD NUMBER !
& I miss Chan Su Ie so super much !

GIRLFRIEND LOST HER HANDPHONE AGAIN :S
one day she will lose herself !
I HOPE NOT.

W34P will be missed so blooody much,
i cant help but think about my classmates for next year!

I want to take pictures with my hot GIRLFRIEND :)

Waking up from my dreams.

2010-02-02T16:29:00.000-08:00

Its been long since i post.
im in much confusion, i wanted it to be a long post. But i just cant.

-Blank thoughts-

In the end I just want to be with u hand in hand, nothing else matters.
Noting matters as much as you. Why did all this happen.
I dont blame anyone or anything but myself.

I disappointed everyone around me, all the people who care, the people who loved me.

This was yesterday, the past. Today, the present would be BETTER!
cause im seeing my girl :)

Its not wrong to cry, is it ?

BOOOOOOOOOO

2010-01-31T18:56:00.000-08:00

Freak.

I am not sure why am my sentence are all underlined. But oh well.

Anyway, the pictures are of the xmas night, and well, the time when i was slimmer than now!

OH! i have to lose 5kg before Chinese new year. Goodness.

Anyway, i blogged much stuffs on my personal blog. @ fantasies-alive.blogspot.com

Have been meeting and not meeting BF for a period of time. Come to think of it, it might be good too. Like, good.

Been having some problems between us, that i feel i am the only one who actually cared and let this kind of things matter to me. Whilst the other don't.

Boo, freaking emotional hardcore. Freak.

Logging off; SUIE.

BOOOO!

2010-01-22T21:19:00.000-08:00

BOOOOOOO ! im back, better and bigger than before. WTF is that suppose to mean.

sorry im just bored :X FUCKING MAPLE CRASHED :(

damn sad la now, nothing to do ! MUST PLAY DOTA :(

nooooooo idk , i want maple (whines like a baby)

So this week we partial-ed twice and played BLACKJACK !

and everytime i will win $14 dunno why also sia :X

HINT HINT :) 14 leeeeeh !

Tank pointing a middle finger at me! cause all he lose to me one ! :O

awwwwwwwwww

OKAY short update !

MY SUPER CUTE BABY!

The times when good things turns bad.

Persuading someone

2010-01-11T18:41:00.000-08:00

Thought it would brighten up something, but it seems the blog has done some brightening itself. :)

{commenting myself in finding such a pink-ish bright skin.}

And i am so going to remove the Pink part, and it is still gonna look cute. :)

Going to have a random short post here, to get things going and taking a breather off the extremely boring ComnToolKit class. I bet the teacher feels bored and dreading teaching us too, if not.... :)

These few days my brain have been actively bored. Yes, actively bored. I am constantly finding things to do, that some how does not relate to anything important, and yet i am NOT doing it.

And the number 18 has been reoccurring in my thoughts, like a bumble bee buzzing nearby. And to that, i feel a need to change. Not that i do it purposely, but it just did it.

Most importantly, i kind of like it.

Like finally i can shut up on my own, without the need of my dear friends to go, suie! your so noisy and such. ;)

Oh well, it is time for group discussion soon.

Oh boy, i really dislike half of this semester's module.

scooting off;

suie.

p.s; i kinda like the quietness.

Guess who's back

2010-01-08T02:27:00.000-08:00

BOO the great Pottie the Walnut is back :D
okay so things haven been so good. make that bad.
Dont ask me what's bad, i dunno.
Its just like i feel a drift from everyone else :X
its like the old andre is gone ? or has it never even been there before
LOL WHAT THE HECK AM I TALKING ABOUT :O

OKAY so UT2 is almost over 1 paper left. And i thing i screwed it up again !
Especially maths, I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO LAST MINUTE.
why cant i be like my PIGGY GIRLF and freakig plan things, oh well not my style.
IS STYLE SO FREAKING IMPORTANT?
i gottta change, i have to, i promised mummy imba results !

Im going study everyday starting from next week, straight home after school.
PLEASE GOD HELP ME :(

I also want to freaking go for BANGKOK trip with the poly dudes :(
But mummy wont let one la :X
unless unless i can get freaking imba results.
BUT THE PROBLEM IS RP DAMN SLOW IN PUBLISHING GRADES
!@#$%^&*(
okay okay must control sia.

OH & i think im becoming thin again ! :(
must start my training again :D
I want to find myself again, i want god in my life.

Right ending here.
Pottie the walnut :)

I love my piggy girlf, she eats likes there's no tommorrow,

while i forget to eat till tomorrow.

When you re-mix "old yellow bricks" and solange's "crazy".

2010-01-04T09:50:00.000-08:00

Feeling freaking crazy and tall. :)

It's like almost 2 am. Sounds like i am mentioning Jo Kwon. :)

Anyway , it is the supposed "first" post of the year, 2010 ? {except that i blogged over at the other side} :))

Skipped first part of school today, prolly a good thing anyway.

And well, it is going to be another boring day tomorrow. With presentation and all. Feeling just barely back to the surface and another wave is here to crash again. I guess, i have to wait for this crazy semester to end before having the break of my life. But who knows, i might be caught up in other disasters like typhoons. -.-

Uh, back to topic of the day. :x

Told walnut that i got a tattoo with my cousin, well , technically i wasn't lying when i said it wasn't stick ons. Because , it is done with nail polish. I mean, it isn't the same, ya ?

{prolly he'd be freaking after reading this post}

Figured earlier i'd fail the tests , and well i actually did. Dance session was still as awesome, but played slightly too much. :) Nervous was the word for the day.

Afterwards cabbed down for a caffeine shot with my cousin. Chatted and well, she's leaving tomorrow {technically today} and i don't want her to miss me too much / vice versa. :)

*prays* Hoping for the best of FlashMob during the three days of open house. *screams*

Oh yeah , i suppose i am supposed to give a figure of speech or a post related to what i have of 2009 and for 2010 ?

Too bad , it is fr me to follow and for you to wait and see, or well figure. :)

Ending here. :)

p.s: Maybe one day i will stop deluding myself and wake up, but then i am already awake ain't i?

2010-01-02T16:30:00.000-08:00

Its the 3rd of Jan & im going to blog about new year stuffs -.-
wa lao i damn lag, anyway lets just get on with it.

well this year has been an amazing year, every year is about the same, BUT i think this year is so awesome cause i got a super cute girlf that has been with me since Feb 2009.
And it has been a wonderful walk with her ever since. <3 & we will continue to walk on, even despite the difficulties we face, the differences in personalities that we have and against all odds we will still be one. Walking out of 2011 still being madly in love.

I haven had time to make any new year resolution.
Lets just name 3!

1. Treat the people around me better, more respect, more love.
2. Love god to a greater extend, following his ways.
3. Be a good student, a much better person.

3 simple resolutions :)

Now for 2010's wishlist.

EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY :)
simple.

Cheers to a wonderful 2010. Lets make 2010 the best year for you & me.

We shall face everything together, happy thing, unhappy things, the only time we can be apart is when we are at the washroom :)

When the one who actually listens was someone so distant

2009-12-29T07:14:00.000-08:00

Ahh , so i haven been blogging. And well , am now out of boredom.
Seriously, i have so much to do and to learn yet i am not choosing to do and well, to do something else. Such as snacking, reading books and blogging.

I think i must be nuts or having some kind of disorder. And i think mich and boyfriend would prolly agree to this.
=)

Recently hooked onto "forget about it", a book of course, by Caprice Crane. Well, guess i am into love novels/ stories and such. Anyway, i quoted that perhaps having amnesia at one point of your life makes it all worth isn't it ? Looking at people where you have been so accustomed to, or have already prefixed a kind of mindset like; "i know she will do this, react this way, or she has always been like this" , or somehow similar. :)

Make sense ? and well, some things might just be the ones that you awfully wanted it to be knocked away and in this case, erased off. :) Just like pencil drawings met erasers! :)

Wee! But sadly, it doesn't at times. :(
BOO. Was really getting excited about Dance , and well , i still have so much to buck up man. Gahhs. :( But i will try my best, though i hurt my knee pretty bad. :(
And and, getting my stamina backk! *screams*

Wee, but first i shall complete my tough and hectic weeks ahead before settling down to revise all my school work for the semester and well score a GPA of acceptance and enjoy my holidays.
{ Sadly, i'd most prolly ending up holding or looking for a job }
I need money for almost everything. Thank Goodness, GOD, family, friends and Boyfriend don't require money to come by. :) At least. :)

*yawns* I better get back to my report soon , else i will get chopped up by my group-mates and boyfriend! *ROARs*

Bye people!

Signed;
SUIE!

P.s: When all i need was assurance. :)

2009-12-26T01:44:00.000-08:00

BOOOOOOOOO !
HO HO HO MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!
hmmm abit late laaaaaaa but still the thought count right ! <3

okok lets start from CHRISTMAS EVE!

christmas eve stayed home till 2.30PM (damn sad damn sad)
poly dudes meeting cancelled.
Headed to gym, lucky YONG decided to accompany me, he said
" CHRISTMAS EVE GO GYM ALONE LIKE EMO ONLY"
HAHAHAH there was many other emo(S) there, gym was packed like usual -.-
After gym headed to play basketball, JOBELLA & JOHN joined us.
Played till 10 plus. WOW christmas eve was screwed by some (they thing they very li hai players) ROFL suck balls please !

oh well then went for dinner with them at coffee shop ! COFFEE SHOP HOR! never mind the food was kinda good ! or maybe it was cause it was at 10.30 when we ate.
Random events after that.

WELL CHRISTMAS EVE WAS KINDA GOOD :)

CHRISTMAS EVE WAS EVEN COOLER !
First watched sherlock holmes with mich and GF !
AWESOME AWESOME ! RATED 2 STARS WTF -.- IMPOSSIBLE!
headed to flea, hmm gf bought a cute pair of shoes !
i wanted to pay but she say cannot leh, say wat, pay already means send her away.
KUKU GIRLFRIEND LA -.-

i got an ipod nano for girlf, when she recieve the gift she no reaction leh. WOW HOR !
hahahha never mind la, xi guan jiu hao !
No la she gave me a long long text saying thank you ( so i shall forgive her ) :)
hahaha she sacrifice much more lor ! :)
lovelove is all about making sacrifices for the other party <3

gosh what am i typing? -.-

okok then we went to Steword Riverboat to eat ! wooots
Nice place i would say reasonable price, 100 for two person !
At least cheaper than mount faber :)

Sorry babe , i forgot u got sea sick !
NEXT TIME WE SHALL EAT HIGH UP :D
hahaha hint hint uh ! ;)
let me strike lottery first.

had lots of fun with girlf on christmas !

OUR VERY FIRST CHRISTMAS TOGETHER!
LOTS OF MEMORIES WITH MY DEAREST <3
ONE YEAR APPROACHING! :)

2MORE 2MORE :)

Marie Moll fort

2009-12-25T21:19:00.000-08:00

Ahh , guess yesterday was a flooded period of Christmas Posting. I can't seem to get everything posted on blogger.

Anyway, Christmas afternoon was spent with Mich and My boyfriend.

Caught Sherlock Homes which i definitely don't think it deserved a dishonor of two star rating. It seems like, at times we can't rely hugely on the ratings. Do we ?

Next , random walking & shopping around town. Flea wasn't awesome. In fact i suppose the two pack post it i got from there was the best buy. { Not forgetting the expensive handmade shoes. }

Dinner was freaking awesome { apart from the part that i have to constantly tell myself i am at the pier not in a BOAT that was floating on the sea. } Shucks. { i have minor/slight seasickk } Which could get worse if the boat was moving or it have been smaller.

After dinner was a long cab ride home. And sequences. :))

Yet the best things that happen on Christmas was ;

GOD GAVE ME AN AWESOME BUNCH OF FRIENDS

GOD GAVE ME MY SISTER

GOD GAVE ME MY SISTERLY LOVE LIKE BEST AND CLOSEST FRIEND

GOD GAVE ME THE BEST EXPERIENCE

GOD TOOK MY WORST OF LIFE AWAY

GOD TOOK MY TEMPER AWAY

GOD TOOK MY PREJUDICES AWAY

GOD TOOK THE MATERIALS OF EARTH AWAY AND MADE ME SEE

GOD TOOK AWAY EVERYTHING THAT I THOUGHT ONCE MATTERED BUT UT ACTUALLY ISN'T.

GOD GIVES AND TAKE. WHETHER FOR THE GOOD OR THE BAD YOU 'D THINK. BUT IT WAS ALWAYS THE GOOD THAT GOD HAS AND/OR PLANNED FOR YOU.

leaving ;

suie :))

p.s: be surprised. I HAD AN IPOD NANO for Christmas. :)

when you remember the times

2009-12-23T06:48:00.001-08:00

Wonderful , just finished my scrumptious supper.

I guess i have to jog off the kilos then.:(

Anyway , a fruitful day plus morrow.

Swam and met up Mich for lunch. Slacked over my house and headed for dance.

Tomorrow's going to be a start of happening for me again. Wonderful .

Hectic Hectic Hectic. And i haven even get to touch , start or see my project. Woah , best of prioritize. :))))

Oh well , talking about all these, Christmas exchanges is uppp! WEEEEEEEEE. i like pressies and surprises. :) i wonder why. :)

Tempted by papers again , me and Mich went to track our favourite paper packs. :)

And well , don't deprive us of our copyrights! There's a limit to what you can follow. :)

anyway , just a short update before tomorrow ends. Cause i know i will be to shag out to blog anything. Peace out. To the EVE OF CHRISTMAS EVE. :)

smiles!:0

Loves; suie

p.s: when sometimes you just can't forget.

when you see the things i do and feel the things like how i felt them too.

2009-12-22T08:04:00.001-08:00

Right. :)

I am finally back , yet not the time for a big break. Only for a breather.

Oh well , i think being a Group leader in a camp, changes you dramatically. A very good experience i'd say. But turned me into some semi-guy. :(

Anyway , camp overall was fun ( four days ) , and yet i have been tiring myself out lately.

Packed and packed. Yet i hoped i have more time for most of the things and people.

[ It is like never enough. ]

After camp dashed to carmen's house. Was supposed to have a pre-christmas lunch with my girls. Yet did not but met up for a short chat. :) Boyfriend was nice enough to accompany me and sent me home even though he was so occupied and busy throughout the week / day. Thanks Baby. :)

Anyway , caught a wink and back to my daily life. Dinner was pathetic but ate a whole lot . [ I told michelle i wanted to lose weight. ] Super contradicting. Packed my room , chatted and caught some tele-shows. Been missing a whole lot these days. :(

*sighs* Seems that life's kinda dull and low for me. I really hope Christmas do light up for me a bit , just a bit will do. I wonder where's the jewel box trip you promised. It seems like you don't remember what you have promised or am responsible for what you have said and/or blurted out.

ooh, i sounded so emotional hardcore. Oh well , early merry christmas everyone! :)

SMILES! :)

loves; suie.

P.s before i go, lemme share a nice quote from somewhere.

Quoted :

you can either grumble because roses have thorns or you can be thankful because thorns have roses.

The choice is yours.

suie replied -- A matter of perspective.

Awesome kevin soh

2009-12-19T20:52:00.000-08:00

Awesome service today.
KEVIN SOH was AWESOME...NO actually god is.

I was touched by his testimony, from drug addict to singer and a messenger of god.
I learn many things, I had many thoughts while the song was floating through in y head,
feeling god's presence.
I thought of three of my very good friends. They once loved the lord, but have since back sided.
I dunno how to help them, but after today, I'm more than assured that god would pave the way.
I would just keep praying and believing.

I really want to upload Kevin Soh's song, but cannot find leh. too bad lor :(

That aside.

Yesterday I had a great time with MARCUS !
hahhaha glad we still cliqued ! -.-
4 years tgt as brothers le, doing all the nonsense stuffs.

Thanks for the talk we had, pointing out to me stuffs that i didnt see at first.
I hope i can help u too :D (you know what i mean )

So we went hunting for the place to collect the food, ending up making rounds. From safra to Bedok, Bedok come back to tamp. Tamp then to the place -.-
GOSH both marky and I have no sense of direction !
BASKETBALL completed the day.

LOL 3 months never touch ball already, played like a chicken.
The funniest thing was we won a bunch of "they sure win" people.
HAHAHHAHA too bad la, GOT US HOW TO LOSE!

GIRLFRIEND IS IN CAMP AGAIN. SIAO ONE. IMISSHER! :(

Amazed by your un-ending love

Its been a while

2009-12-17T18:39:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA its been awhile since i last blogged, long long while.
well holidays are here, and i still haven got a job :(
so rot at home lor, planning to start studying once week 2 of holidays starts.
SAY ONLY LAR... nah will try my best :)

Girlf have been having exams and i madly intoxicated with dragonica -.-
YAY today's girlf's last paper.
hahahha i think i more stress than her lor when she exams!
must nag her to sleep, wake her up, bug her to study....tsktsk !
HAHHAHA glad its going to be all over.

That why i say be boyf also stress !
HAHAHHAHAHA kidding la, i know i give her lots of problems also :)

OKAY BABY JIAYOU WITH EXAMS, i shall head to dragonica !

meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeow !

.this love knows no bounds :)

Common test versus common sense.

2009-12-09T21:13:00.001-08:00

"At times some things that occurs in the mind are easier to be drawn or written out. As words spoken are much more imprinted in the mind thus any mistake in rash comments will result a bad ending. "

I thought i had much to type and post but then again i stared at the white text box.

My mum asked me what i wanted for Christmas, i wanted to tell her i need an ipod classic, sudden rush of ideas and new products then flow into my mind. I-phone, I-touch, chance to get DSLR.... But after all that thoughts, it suddenly cleared and uncover an imprint of a tremendous period of..... that i have been through.

"I just want my happy & peaceful life and family back, My lil' sister , my dad and my mum."

She did not reply, kinda expected yet i wished she had an answer for me. But sadly i know it will not come , else not as soon.

Some times i realize no matter how much i smile/laugh, no matter where i am or in whatever situation, I still have to face a time that some things just don't go me way, or in any way that i would gladly accept.

That's when you make the choices and decision that were hard for you. But you will end up getting over it and say , "Been there, done that & got over it."

Oh well , i ought to be studying and revising or preparing for my up and coming tests. -.-

Pretty boring. Correction. Extreme boredom. :)

Programming, I shall head off.

Meeting my secret lover later. :)

Adios! ;)

p.s: Hmm , the hidden happiness and sadness of thy.

When it's time for something else

2009-12-07T19:23:00.000-08:00

OOH LALA GALORE

Awesome!

Just done with my cultural Intelligence Presentation. It sucked , but a relief. :)

Above were some pictures i compiled. Not all the shots on that day, as i am lazy to edit. :)

After a eventful and exciting yesterday with all the flying verbs, words and comments. I hope everything is cleared.

Something else, Feeling freaking bored right now, to think i still have six more hours all more to burn for mugging. Ah, Goodness.

School.Exam.School.Exam. Where's the free/fun holidays!? To think we have assignments and projects lined up during and after our holidays. Unbearable! Torturous! :(

BOO.

I want to take pictures. I want to play. I want to have fun. Boooooo!

I am lika kid. I need entertainment. I need my bestfriends.

I am BORED.

Ryan is asking me not to blog. -.-

Aye. I am going off. Updating next time.

Note: Dance is cancelled! OH NO!. Lessons too. Freaking awesome. :)

p.s: I want to be where i am and not where you wanted me to be. At least for now.

Mission accomplished

2009-12-07T00:26:00.000-08:00

I knew what bait makes you bite. And you did , and we finally got you replying. For more than a minute.

Not in the mood to elaborate but ;

Yesterday ;

Singapore discovery centre - Lunch @ 7-eleven - 3D movie - museum - dinner at queenstown Ikea - christmas pressie shopping at anchor point.

That's about all.

I am freaking sad. I am thinking , what will i be without you. You are such a large chunk of my life.

And For your information , it's not ANDRE i am talking about.

i am so leaving these.

real time bites

2009-12-06T20:14:00.001-08:00

I am suppose to be delighted and in high spirits after heading out to discovery centre with my boyfriend. But who knows technology proves itself to be quite useful in knowing what your friends have been up to without having to bother to text/call/meet them. Cool isn't it ?

I hate it , i seriously do. The purpose of you blogging up is to show us what your thinking and how you want us to do. I am seriously tired of trying to get you , trying to maintain all these relations. Can't you see ? If i am that unmovable as you claim , as heartless as you said , i believe you would not even bother to blog all those up , that is because you know that after reading i might inflict some guilt in me ? But what do you know ? WE are all here trying our best , but yet you blame it all on me ? We have gifts , cards , surprises for you , but what did you do to us ?! MIA ? Gone what MALAYSIA?! Yes , i am putting it upfront to your face. You have to know , and your our best-friend , truths are suppose to prick and hurt. You have hurt us deeply too. I bet you don't know , you don't even care. All you care is to self-pity yourself and to make it seems like your having an all time suffering bitchy life.

We loved you and we know everything might have been harsh on you ,and i know that perhaps i am the closest one to you. But do you know , this shoulder , this friend that have always been here for you have been so badly neglected ? Have been so badly trashed aside ?

You called , i called back. You texted i texted back , even IF you said your not free , i pushed all my appoinments to make time for you , and asked you out continuously for almost 2 weeks, sometimes without receiving any replies from you.

Do you know exactly how that feels ?! i know carmen does. And do note that , in this world there are people who are as busy as you are or even worse, i am trying to make a point that we need effort from both sides. You don't sleep ? Heck , you have been crying , that's why you don't sleep. Self-pitying that is. What i have been doing , is to let you know i am there for you , but do you even care ? you blamed i assume , you blamed i accuse , but did i ? DID i ?

I feel like a fool replying you , as if not giving you enough evidence to get back to me. I know karma bites back . But what can i do when i need to pull someone so close to me back?

If you do care , and you do read.

Please be free on the 22nd , or towards the end to count down of the year. BY THE WAY ; i sent you a text about this , but you didn't get back to me. AS ALWAYS.

P.s: I am really pissed , but i still love you. GOD SAVE ME.

Its the snow that cause the tears and the cold that freezes the heart.

2009-12-05T06:28:00.000-08:00

Part of me is feeling that bliss , but then again at the same time there's some other things that fails me.

Today , was a semi-fulfilling day.

Workout for an hour before heading back to my house for a scrumptious lunch and a failed study plan , because both me and carmenny ended up falling asleep. *me fat* :(

Afterwards , rushed down to meet Michelle at city hall. :) Walked back and forth and ended up at bugis , dinner was at a hotpot stall , recommended by Carmen. Not bad , hotpot are for the cool kids! :) *shhs*

Pluckk , as usual. Random chattering and picture taking , i seriously hope that my camera is stable already. Else i just keep having to lend someone else's camera to take shot when i have that inspiration. -.- pretty pathetic isn't it ? But then again , i don't have a particular camera in mind. Except for that 5k one. Interesting isn't it ?

Went home with a happy note but a heavy heart. Plus , i gained two kg after the eats. -.-

Imagine that. How sad i am. :(

Alrights , all the randoms aside , my homework is piling , exams are nearing. What can i do when i am not trying. When all else fall, i only have my path to accompany me , the one i walked on, the one i chose.

Notes of the day :

Compromise was suppose to be in the love, but i realize it was not compromise as i know how compromise was , it was the kind of thing that you have gotten used to , you are sickk of having to mention it , to try to change it that you somehow have to accept it with a broken heart, a heart that was continuously stabbed and ripped that it no longer bleeds or feel the pain. Just disfigured , laid apart , never to heal and never to be closed. A heart so bare , so prone to external, so delicate. Something that you have to just get over it, to protect it , even it takes you a hand or a leg , you have to change so that your partner will be happy, so that everything stays the same and goes on.

And that's when the other side of you fades and you tend to leave it behind. To forget , to never get it back , to remain stoned. And the best thing is , your partner would never know.

hah , i am crapping again.

oh well , gotta go. peace. freezes

Loves loads , suie!

NP vist.

2009-12-04T03:47:00.000-08:00

I'm now sitting at NP's atrium.

the travel time form RP to Np is a killer man -.-

super long, why didn't chan su ie choose RP. LOL

been playing the Forex trading market, like addicted already .

i swear I'm very greedy, when it was earning like $500 dollars I didn't sell
guess whats the price now, losing like $10 000 ++
damn it la :( ahhh that's why never play stocks, so damn scary la.
1 minute never watch then become like that le! :O

hahaha waiting for my baby to come out, i want sleep le la :(

baby I'm right here waiting.

24 hours , 4 seasons , all in a year.

2009-12-02T08:39:00.001-08:00

Yikes!

Gained weight again. :(

Anyway , finally got to dance today. :)))) soooooo happy that dance wasn't cancelled again. :)

School was mundane , except for the random chattering & test. Goodness.

Been eating so much , i wonder why don;t i explode or something. Prolly makes my life easier. Like rebirth. ;)

My second post of the day , first one was over at worldwideweb.fantasies-alive.blogspot.com.

:))) Ah. Going to be packed and packed. Felt kinda happy about it actually , a relive from something. Sounds like an extemporaneous speech i made that day over at Comn-toolkit.

*laughs*

Anyway, life's gonna be interesting , i suppose. :)

And i am soo glad that i have awesome God , friends , mates and guy to walk my life with me. :) It sounds so cool. :)

Alrights , before i make my departure ;

Happy belated 17th birthday to Jerome and Charis.

I love you guys , and i loved you darling.

Have tons of fun and laughter always. :)

P.s : At times you just have to make it difficult for yourself.

baby we are one

2009-12-02T06:29:00.000-08:00

Wooo today was a foooooooody day.

3 packets of soya bean.

4 Full meals, 8.30 Hor fan, 9.30 ban mian, 12 Cai fan, 9 Dinner at home.

10 sets of Vertical , 4 set of inclined, 5 sets of chest machine, 4 sets of triceps, 1 set of Db machine, 4 sets of weights. 3 sets of biceps.

Damn i think this is too little :(
going to push myself further, must carry max weights by year 2.

Differentiation was a killer, it killed me & half the class.
Maths faci was super nice he bought each of us a cup of bubble tea :)

Okay i know I'm supposed to write a 300 words long essay complaining about differentiation, but i cant bear to make my baby wait.
IN CONCLUSION: Differentiation SUCKS, maybe just a little cause i know how to do le :):):)

I think I injured my leg on the way home :O I felt a snap at my leg, oh well im steel :)

I very badly want to apologize to you for breaking your bangle, maybe the bangle to is very special and important to you. I know no amount of apologies and even buying the same thing back would not help. But i feel bad not saying sorry, i very much want to say all these in person but I'm afraid of the outcome, I don't mind if u vent your anger on me, but i really hope you would forgive me. I really don't wish to lose a friend because of my stupid act.

Heading to the showers then call dearest already :)

When two becomes one <3

Monday Red ?

2009-11-30T07:04:00.000-08:00

Okay so today was a very red Monday.
No the sky wasn't red at all, it was my skin that was RED.
HAHAHA kinda love the red skin hope it never goes away, but well its waving goodbye already :O

So girlfriend is having her test tomorrow!
i just want to wish her all the best
JIAYOU JIAYOU & studies should come above dance hor!
BUT NOT ABOVE ME :)
i must be number one, i don't care. Whines.

possessive freak.

Girlfriend is a puffer fish & im a cute red lobster :)

Girlfriend is stealing me away :O

signing off: ATYJ

love.love <3

We're the seafood couples! oh no.

2009-11-29T18:25:00.000-08:00

Ooh. SO i guess most stuffs have been mention. Now that i realize maybe the Co-blog thing wasn't so bad. { so i am not marking my words this time. :) }

Anyway , Chop-chop about my school stuffs. :)
School's back again , after the three - four days break. Kinda boring but thought it would be great if it were longer. :) I kinda forgot what i did on Thursday .
A failed swimming trip of Friday , because these days the skies are kinda crazy / temperamental. Prolly having "THE" days. :) but i still loved it. :)
Caught the "Spotlight boogie" Happening at Heeren , meet old dance mates and some school ones. :) Pretty awesome show , thought of joining back to studio after my exams. And yeah , exams is in around two weeks ? scary! *shrugs*

Irritation + enjoyment + voiceless = My Saturday. Not that i am hating it , but cassandra just makes it better. :)
Sunday was church as mention ; Swam for around two - three hours , caught new moon && irritation again with a sleepy trip down night safari and bedok 85. The food was great , just that the after effects - not that good - :)
Oooh. So that sums up my four days or so. :) lovely.

Arghs. Having a talk at five later. I still planned to go for an early warm up. *grrs*
oh well , having a tummy upset now. {i Guess ? }

- something random : i randomly took a stack of foolscap this morning , and on the first page i saw something sooooooo cute. :) love it. The smile of the day. :)

Alrights , gotta go already. I don't want to lagg behind. :)

toodles :)

P.s ; I really love you , i really do. We're the seafood couples! oh no.

RED + HOT

2009-11-29T06:32:00.000-08:00

okay so today was a wonderful wonderful day!
Church service was awesome
Had a great day out with girlfriend
Managed to 70% learn how to swim
Caught New Moon.

Whoa so many things in a day! :)

happy little me baby is with her cousins at night safari, didn't join :(

Swimming was wonderful i'm red as hell, sun burnt everywhere :O

Please don't hit me, it hurts like hell :(

I miss my baby!

My sister says i will get RED , REDDER & BLACK

I'm a Dolphin that can't swim, girlfriend says she doesn't want a dolphin that can't swim. :(
Anyone wants a swim-less dolphin ?

My body, a temple of God.

One...Two...Three...Four...Five... IM BORED !

2009-11-26T21:50:00.000-08:00

Right, being at home on a perfectly beautiful Friday seems wrong,
Being at home without my Girlfriend is the last thing that I would want to do.
I admire those who always have got a long long list of things waiting for them to do,
People who makes full use of their time.

I think a very sensible thing for me to do would be to workout.
Its a 100000000000 times better than staring at the computer waiting for someone to host a Dota room. -.-

Exams are in two week time, i know i should be studying but i just don't have the feel.
Yes it all boils down to the word FEEL.

I want to spend a whole day at girlfriend's house! :D

okay okay I have something to do now.

I shall search for fun places to go :)

Okay at least i spend 5 minutes doing something :)

think of what you have, not what you dont't

It's when someone ask ; then you realise

2009-11-25T19:18:00.000-08:00

Tsk tsk ! :)

Boyfriend commented that i have been making my appearance at facebook. Very active that is. :) :)

Anyway , Some random updates here. Dance have been a killer , or perhaps i have been out of practice , which is pretty sad yo. Also been eating a whole lot { regular meals and such.

School has been pretty boring , except for a few card makings and quizzes. Which to mention i have been lagging behind in my studies , but i simply don't feel the push OR the need to push myself. Sad to say , exams are in less than three weeks time. Goodness. *-*

I seriously hope for a breather , or perhaps i have too much of it that i don't even know where all that time has gone to. And that's pretty sad. Life isn't all that sad isn't it ? I feel so pointless at times when i leash these thoughts , but then again , don't everyone ?

*pondering*
On a lighter Und Brighter note ; I am meeting boyfriend later for a crash movie at my house around four plus five. Gut ? hmm..

Alrights , i think it's time for to again bid farewell to this post. I seriously hope for exciting parts of this that . {Next post might include what i've drawn for dwayne.}
So long. :)

Lovin' as always.Suie. Adios . :)

Prolly another day of sweeten revenge

2009-11-23T21:52:00.000-08:00

Uh.
I realise i haven been updating & taking pictures for a very very long time.
Counting before i realise my camera has a problem. :(
Tsktsk.
Prolly getting a new camera soon from sony still. :)
My wish : The full frame digital single lens reflex sony camera that cost 5 grand.
What i can get : Sony alpha series.
Okay , it isn't that bad anyway.
Just found my compact point and shoot. It's lying to me. :(
Sighs*
Just enjoyed my brunch { skipped school today. } , Salmon don plus two eggs and many more dishes. OMG. And it cost me near a kg.. Pretty upsetting. -.-
When can i be like how i used to be. *sighs* But anyway , i have approvals so its working fine in relations. :)

Just saw some effing nice pictures on flickr by Kevin Meredith. Zomg. How i wish he did come singapore to teach & that i can get a chance to learn from him. But first i need a DSLR. SAD. :(

Sighs ~ alrights , logging off.

Loves suie :)

P.s: some words are just too harsh , some too gentle. A make believe versus the reality , what will you choose ?

Haircut :)

2009-11-22T05:25:00.000-08:00

Finally i got rid of my HAIR D:
I always though my hair was nice, till i met BAY KIM SENG
HE SAID IT LOOKED LIKE A HELMET. DAMN IT
SO LONG NEVER SEE, THEN STRAIGHT AWAY SHOOT ME :(

HAHAHHAA alright, so much have happened this week.
i doubt i can remember.

TP's band concert with Girlfriend and other, Frankly i wouldn't be there if not for baby.
2012 with poly dudes. SERIOUSLY PLEASE WATCH IT!
HAIRCUT at 201 with wei wei
SWIMMING WITH AH ZONG
GOKUSEN with girlfriend, ANOTHER FANTASTIC MOVIE

Did i miss anything?

well i still have many unanswered question in my head.
It has nothing to do with my CHAN SU IE
just some randomness stuck in my head.

I KNOW WHO TO PUT IN MY PRAYER CARD ALREADY
WINKS :D

Drown me with your love.

Im trying but maybe thats not enough.

2009-11-19T18:49:00.000-08:00

I feel different today, very different.
I don't know what happened this is so unlike me
siting alone in a corner, not making any noise.
I bet my dudes find it weird too.

They asked "Whats wrong?" but I couldn't answer, not that i didn't want to.

I know deep down that I'm not having any problems, worries or what-so-ever.
Or maybe just maybe its just that I'm not aware of it.

I hope it would be over in a while.

I'm sorry baby, I know I've been neglecting you. Please just gimme sometime.
I still really do treasure our LOVE

What's happening, someone tell me.

when no one's there.

2009-11-17T18:30:00.001-08:00

Once a time you feel so caught up.

{I shouldn't whine up here. }
DELETED.

Yesterday went to see the DOC. {i realise the programming teacher is staring at me}
Gosh , i realise i didnt bring my pencil case. How dumb. :X
Afterwards was cassandra's pre-brithday celebration , half of the group didn't eat.
But anyway , the food isn't that awesome.
More picture taking (i'm without my camera) , and back home with cassandra.
Small catch up && leaving it for Thursday , excited. :)
I am sooo determined to be the good girl.
I am sooooo not going to be ______________________________________________.
It's going to be hard. But i am going to do it. I am determined. Just like how i WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT. :)
Yes , i want , and i am going to do it. {PROPERLY}
:)))))

Today 's going to be long fulfilled day , with dance and all {though i am sickk} . If only there is someone there at the end of the day , waiting for you , needless for you to say anything.
Thats' blissed.

Someone to hold , someone that cares even the simplest word you say , someone that feels the way you do by putting himself / herself in your shoes. That is gut.

Signing off ;
LOVES suie. :) adios. :)

Ps. I feel so sentimental at times, but then again i am one real-time bitch of reality. sounds contradicting uh ?

when u wake up all would be over.

2009-11-16T04:24:00.000-08:00

Feeling really sick right now :(
Both girlfriend & i are unwell, I'm so sorry my baby for spreading it to you :(
& i think we will be sick for a long long time. D:

just finished my fish&chips with fried chicken.
Feeling like shit now :(

Give me back my nose please D:

Running nose do everything also sian, i just want to sleep sleep sleep :O

Who do you turn to, when the world gives up on you.
We would pat you on the back, and spur you on .
Who would be there as your world turns upside down, from white to black.

The answer is CHRIST.

Jesus i believe in you, i hold on to your promises.

Edits:
CHAN SU IE SLEPT AT 9.40, ITS A MIRACLE :D

WISH MY BABY RECOVERS MAY GOD BLESS HER :D
SWEETEST DREAMS MY BABY <3

i'm tired, im sick but i've to hold on or we would all crumple.

NUMBER-filled DAY

2009-11-12T04:50:00.000-08:00

I'm like half way into my maths, stopping for a really short break.

SO HERE ARE THE NUMBERS FOR TODAY!

i missed 6 buses

5 of the buses didn't even open the door

i was 27 minutes late for class

I dropped my phone 2 times

I scold vulgarities 0/ZERO times :D

Girlfriend & I made less than 100 messages

2 more days to my 9th month

3 Chicken wings was for dinner

HAHAHA i think im crazy. Yes crazily in love with chan su ie !

THANKS BABY FOR BEING SO UNDERSTANDING!

maths is soooo easy :D
i think D:

If tears were a proof , i have proven myself countless a time

2009-11-10T18:13:00.000-08:00

Ah . ONE HOUR! BOYFRIEND! :)

Anyway , attended replug yesterday , was slightly late but i manage to caught Yang yang's performance. :)) It was nice , just that it was tad too loud. I was almost half deaf when i came out. :) Caught the performance with Boyfriend , marcus and dorothy . Boyfriend claims that i scared them off , and i looked very much older that day {This i agree. :) }

Afterwards, Long john , pocky and a long bus trip home. :)
Long bus trips are awesome and enjoyable if we are not rushing for time. :)
Ahh. :)

Fully packed till weekends , simply tiring and pointless.
I wonder if there was this time you think about how is this got to do with your future.
{It isn't even any precious memory , it all just defer from secondary}

And of course , time spent with my lovely plastiqs , my girls , my cliques (guys) , and boyfriend are memorable and not of wasting my time.
Just so you know. :)

Ahh , sleepy & tired. Dance and such.

Logging off ;
with loads of love - suie/bottie/chestnut . :)

It was such a wonder that it was a passion yet you hate it so much you could still fight your last breathe for it.

P.s : I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH TOO.

Different, yet true

2009-11-09T03:01:00.000-08:00

I'm going to start my post with this sentence.

WHY DIDNT I GET THEM SOONER!?!?

oh if u were wondering what i meant by "them", it refers to dumb bells
They seriously should change its name, maybe to something like Muscle Bells
ahhh that sounds so much better.

Finally got to use my newly bought dumb bells & skipping rope. Woots
one word after the workout.

SHIOK..............LA

I've decided on my daily schedule already :D
thought it while i was working out !

-NO games after 8
-8 - 11 is study time
-11 to 12 is KIKI CHAN SU IE's/BOTTIE/CHEST NUT 's time :D
-THEN ITS SLEEPY SLEEP TIME FOR ME <3

BABY WE MIGHT BE DIFFERENT IN ALMOST EVERY WAY, BUT I KNOW THAT OUR FEELINGS TOWARDS EACH OTHER IS TRUE <3

WALK THIS WALK WITH ME

She isn't just the person i'm going to soend the rest of my life with , she's the reason i have one

2009-11-08T19:58:00.000-08:00

"Some times you just wish that you can do something wrong and turn back , but when you knew you did it , you've done it but never could you ever turn back again. "

-- Because it will never be the same.

ahh , those lines above sets one in thinking isn't it ? But then again who actually bothers to read it all , and actually think about it. Ahh , the profundity of knowledge. Whatever.

Anyway , i'm in school {like, duh} . Having dance today , i am mentally welcoming it but physically rejecting it . But then again i can't miss it , 'cause i have to be at Yang's concert on tuesday ? {Not that i don't wanna go, just a remark}

It seems so different from the other side.

Working over the weekends have been a killer , having to adapt back to working lifestyle kills too. I'm feeling so over , such as like when you get a hangover at some a place where you don't even know or realise what you have just did over the night. :) -movie!-

I actually caught astroBoy. It seems like we are all stereo typist. But nevertheless the movie was enjoyable , it was as "remarkable" as "love happens" and/or "The sister's keeper."
{Note : i am certainly not exaggerating.}

Super glad that i was able to see my boyfriend after a long period ? I am terribly missing some of my girls too , which i know and hopefully does , that i am meeting them real soon. Christmas anyone ? i am sorta free , else i will be with my boyfriend down at somewhere .

Sounds real interesting isn't it ?

Alright , have to get off before i start ranting on how Messenger and case studies have been getting on my nerves. :)

See ya , adios. :)

Some a time it entertains , it amuses . In such a way , it was amusingly entertaining.

2009-11-07T05:57:00.000-08:00

Penguin classics.
All thanks to good ole' michelle. My dear girl . :)
Just got home from work. Work was super boring and warm. && being lethargic wasn't a plus point or to any.
The effects of reading my novella has worn off , else i'd be blogging sentences off it.
Such as one i befuddled my friend. And to none surprise that my boyfriend was able to comprehend. Which i am honoured so. :)

What i read - day and completed it , -day . Was The Europeans by henry james. A delightful read , which was easy to understand yet at the least enjoyment. The vocabs were just too strong for mere us to fully appreciate it - or to some - to understand.

I could not last without my newly bought novella . Interesting.

Ahh , i have to off the lappy already , jogging for essential plans. :)
ADIOS. :)

Quoted :

Acton: "Quelque chose est arrivée à toi depuis que je suis parti."

Eugenia: "votre partir que nous ce qui est arrivé à moi."

Acton: "voulez-vous dire pour dire que vous vous êtes ennuyé de moi ?"

Eugenia: "Si j'avais voulu dire pour le dire, il ne vaudrait pas la peine votre fabrication de la note de. Je suis très malhonnête et mes compliments sont sans valeur. "

In a second.

2009-11-04T18:04:00.000-08:00

I'm in the britney craze again. :)
Been blogging on the other blogsite , talk about custom. :)
Anyway , i find myself very talkative within. I need a pad to write , a comp to type , someway to express all i have . But then again , i have become so straightfoward , at times its really not the need.

School has been UBER boring , yes , Uber , a word that haven been appearing in my context. It's becoming more and more common that i dont even feel like using it.
Its something that i don't even understand . Not the usage but school , and its workload. I seem to be wasting my time everyday , even i can be so busy , even i seemed to be talking always , entertaining , playing. But then , i feel empty , not fulfilling like it was before , its like i lost something so valuable , so vulnerable that , somehow , it won't come back anymore.

At times i wonder if it was you , but then again , i thought it was just me all the time.
I'm feeling so down , but yet again i have that smile on my face and i dont even know why.
Once again i am filled with so much curiosity and passion for my doubts , doubts about my own life. Will people even understand what i'm trying to bring across ? will you even read it all.
I just feel like going on and on describing what i have for this long pothole within me.

Like , F. you would say. Or heck from me.

Going off ; suie

P.s :
Finding myself being faker every single day that passed.
So afraid that when the day comes for me to go ;
no one will bid me goodbye.

Fun bit sizes

2009-11-04T04:07:00.000-08:00

My hand went into the shredding machine and it got cut into fun bit sizes.
nah im just bored.

Technically im very busy, but im lazy.
so when u are lazy and got things to do = Nothing to do ;O

okay i feel so lame :D

okay tmr is physics haven even study :(

i still want to watch jia hao yue yuan later , talk to girlf and stuffs :D

i totally dont prioritize my time ;S

rah rah wasted ours at the basketball court, basketball is really not my thing anymore. :(

Many randoms

i want to post pictures on the next entry :)

coffee has been life savers for the past two days :P

jogging/basketball without shoes kills the toes :(

i got 10 dead toes now :(

& 1 dead finger :O

i lurbzxz lurbzxzx my girlfriend

Thinking of - revenge is sweet -

2009-11-02T21:20:00.000-08:00

"Something tells me that its not what it seems like , but then again its right before you. So what or who do you believe then ?" - suie / kiki

Anyway , have been wanting to blog for quite awhile , but yet i could not find the time to.
Shall start from last Saturday ?

Had a mini Amazing race around Singapore. Pretty tough - okay - very tough. We are not given any moo-ney , Any concession cards , any technology. :(
Had to hitch a ride around , and to my surprise some gave us .
But there were still typical Singaporeans. And they really prove themselves to be. Nosy & _____.
Whatever.

Dropped 2kg straight , despite having to eat so much and constantly. -.-
The after effects are making me aching and gain more weight. Pretty upset about it.
Some irritating stuffs that i 'm pissed at :

- i really hate people that are unreasonable , especially those that actually matters to you.

- People that really have big plans last minute. { i totally understand if you want to lunch like this instant , but not that. }

- people who dont understand that , we have our own programmes too.

Ahh , all the stoopid things aside , { i find myself foolish blogging all that. }
School's have been pretty boring , been listening but not absorbing.
Terrible experience at the studio yesterday. Pretty shocking.
&& Have to get and do a lot of stuffs. I wonder how am i going to complete it. Damn.

Gosh . I totally am cooped up. Screwed. I don't understand anything or anyone. I feel redundant. And i dont even want to know why , and to bother to understand any.

Signing off ;

suie , with lotsa hearts and tears. KIKI.

I wonder..hmmmm

2009-10-31T05:41:00.000-07:00

im wondering where my kiki chan su ie is !
she took part in a overnight race. something like amazing race
so she might be anywhere in Singapore !!!

wa lao like so fun sia , why my lousy school dont have :(

okay so what i did in the absence of the cutie .
GYM -> poooooooooooooooooooooooool or should i say snooker :}

i swear im addicted to snooker / pool

After our $28.20 pool/snooker game, headed home , wanted to play basketball so badly
but there was thunder and lightning :O

Came home to do sit up, but i fell alseep halfway. :O

Now im browsing through the web.
& thanks to Rachel i found something to play with

sooooooooo super cute <3
okay i realized two things

1. i haven taken photo with girlf for a long time
2. i have very little of girlf's solo shots.

our eternity,our love

take a step and a turn.

2009-10-28T20:15:00.000-07:00

Okay , Chop Chop. Let's do a quick post.

Just going to blog some views after reading some of my friends' post.
Its kinda sad to know , that they are feeling an emptiness in their life. Something that i experience and thought about it earlier than most of them.
I hope that i can help them , but like one who said , yes we are all too occupied / preoccupied or absorbed into our own world. We fill things and things , but the last things we have in prepare is our friends. especially , friends of the past , friends who have been there with us , friends that have the longest history with us.

It's quite sad to know , to horrible to face , and a _________.

I seriously hope to have some plans with them , friends are a plenty , they come and go , but only a few ,a few , that will leave their imprints there. In the heart.

- what am i up to ? call me ? ;)

i want my hair ash !

2009-10-28T04:56:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeee haven updated in a few days , always very tired when i get home.
i wonder why...

oh well recently i've been thinking if i should dye my hair :O
but girlf came up with a hypothesis and that is if you lose your virgin hair, u lose your luck

awwww i dont want to lose my luck.
im a really really lucky person :} *winks*

School have been fine, its just that the bad habits are coming out again !
no more diligent andre :(

Relationship wise, both girlf & i are still very happily together :}
though we spent less time with each other, we love each other as much as before <3

sometimes i think that everything in life is just going perfectly for me :}
thank you god for all these.

hmmm... what else

Oh yes i watched NBA in school today! wa lao damn exciting, make me want to play ball

&yes i did after a looooooong time, i miss those long hard games.
you continue to run even though u are dead tired.

i suddenly just remembered one of girlf's phrases.

Boyfriends are hand made not factory made <3

cute right! :D

through it all , you were there <3

Something you call moderation but i deemed more than the meter

2009-10-24T06:38:00.001-07:00

Right , it seems like i haven been blogging with pictures. Like , i'm super lazy.
A lil' summarize about today.
- Frisbee game along with gallons of water , half a pack chicken rice and strong sun.
- Eighteenth chef with mich , jasmine green milk tea , random chats and mini errands.

More about today , I actually caught someone vomiting in the toilet. Talk about being bulimic , i will never do it . especially when i saw the look on the girl after that. Disgusted . -.- I forgot to bitch about it with michelle. Like totally.
But then again , the girl was really skinny , and i bet she's anorexic. Cause , she's one of the players. -.-
so should i ? or should i not ? :)

Schedule have been pretty much hectic again , due to unexpected things that falls in. Which i totally hate it. I seriously need time for my studies , i'm so gonna make sure i get my GPA of 3.8.
Else i'm going to threaten the teacher in giving it to me. { Just kidding } :) *smiles*

On a personal note : i have been getting worst in remembering people's birthdays. Gosh.

Yet another thing , i'm even tanner now. Like , a basketball player. :)
HAHA , totally have to get taller , which michelle deems its really hard for me now. :(
Well you never know , maybe one day suie will be like 1.65Metres tall. :) ooooooh. :)

Haha , enough about my days , I'm in need of a shower now . Yepp. I'm stinking my own room .
So long people.

Will blog like soon. :)

Loves suie. :)

p.s : i just realise i can't be me , even though i thought i should.

how did you fare

2009-10-23T08:36:00.000-07:00

Blogged on the other side :

Naughty people.
Obviously not reading my CO-Blog.
Anyway , school has been pretty much boring ( Not to mention i fell asleep again. Hey , just once this week ) , but i really have to get it through when i'm at the lower end of my class.
And that's pretty sad.

Having a super big / good appetite recently , and to my surprise my bacon and cheese sandwich actually tasted better . Which is worth my moo-ney.

A short nap before meeting up with xin and catching up. :) I really miss magging at kino , might head there myself tomorrow or somedays. :) ( Though i should be reading bibles , school textes and newspaper if i have the time ) .

Next , despite the bangkok trip i'm still craving for shopping ( Not to mention i'm cash-less with a debt of a thousand bucks ). Wonderful. I really need a job man.

Competition tomorrow , wish me luck. :)J
ust a short post to get it going. Tons of work to do.

On a side not : i miss jacjac. :)

Loves ; suie.

vrooom ... Brakes & ski.

2009-10-22T07:02:00.000-07:00

Meeeeeeeeeeow ! the cat is in the house :}

okay yesterday never blog so must bu hui.

while eating my Poly dudes came up with an idea.
super exciting one, hear already all tempted .
& thats to RENT A CAR!

OMG RIGHT! $90 for 5/(6) people
the sixth was suppose to be darling BUT sadly she never pon with me :O
So the six peeps are (Darren , Carmen (darren's gf) , Ah tank ,
Joey & myself & a cutie named su ie :}

so with the awesome car we went to -
Night 1
Media Corp to catch Singapore Idol (courtesy of SHAFF) then
headed to Tiong Bahru for porridge, geylang for Dou Jiang You Tiao
then HOME SWEET HOME :}

DAY 2
started at around 12 PM
picked Joey and Tank up,
had a funny encounter with our weirdo facilitator -.-

went to Kovan for lunch
the wonton noodles was POWER :}
then hougang mall for desert.
Henderson wave was next, very nice view leh !
i want to bring my dearest there one day :P

HAHAHAHA i lazy type le , i want to cong liang & sleep !

BYEBYE :}

before i go thanks to DARREN for being our driver
muchly appreciated without u, having a car would be useless !

warning to all who takes his car -> DONT MESS WITH HIM , U WILL DIE

signing off:
ATYJ
BOTTIE

one,two,three,four,five,six

The deeper similarity between dawn and fawn

2009-10-21T08:02:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired.
School was kinda better today , With boyfriend accompanying me throughout my programming. I know i should have listen , but i did . :)
Was released one hour early for lunch. Pretty awesome.
Literally marched up to engineering block as i was soooooo bored ! seriously , i'm getting bored all the time. :p
*laughs!*
Also , dance was super duper... *speechless*
I hoped i'm in. Like seriously.
I realise i'm sucha coward. A real life size one. And worse , a fat one that is gaining weight all the time. -.-

Gahhs. Never mind. While boyfriend is enjoying his life i'm alone at home. okay not exactly , with my homework and assignments , sounds better ?

Arghs , okay i'm sooooo not in a good mood now. I Need some serious rest and sleep. Like ASAP.

Okay , scooting off ;
SUIE SUIE. FATTY FATTY.

P.s: i sigh you cry , you sigh i'm lost , what shall i do ?

Everyday (REDS)

2009-10-20T18:40:00.000-07:00

Why not blue? How about red ?

*SIGHS* Yesterday was my second sucky day of school. Talk about luck , i'm losing some. :(
Shocked Michelle with my semi-red hair. which most of you have seen. ( I'm so going to dye it back / Cut it off. I'm serious. )
Caught "IMAGINE THAT" Like what boyfriend has posted. True wasn't that hilarious afterall. And i'm NOT LAMEO! :)

:) just funny :)

Also my boyfriend is truly charming && disarming. :) *WINKS*

Was late for school today again , despite waking up at six - twenty. -.-
Programming && lectures && Dance.
I wonder how am i going to survive the day.
I'm hungry & super tired && aching all over.

Quote from one of my favourite senior : There's no super humans in this world , only super brains.

True ? :))

Okay , i have to log off else i will have problem catching up. :)
Love suie :)

P.s: I'm so not giving you up.

Wednessday's Greens

2009-10-20T17:24:00.000-07:00

MORNING people :)
i'm really sleepy / energetic today :}/:(

yesterday headed to watch "Imagine Thar" with new poly dudes & girlf

Girlf said she was tired and didn't want to talk much but she was in the lame mood.
If girlf saw this she would be going "not lame , still can walk leh"
i would then give the -.- face.

"Imagine that" wasn't as hilarious as we imagined :O
kinda booooooooring , in contrary i found girlf jokes to be funnier.
i think all my dudes agreee right ! :D

AH TANK IS STARING INTO MY COM NOW, pressured :O

Tomorrow got BASKETBALL

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLALA

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH sorry for taking ur EZ-LINK my baby :O

when all else fails, hang on to god.

2009-10-18T17:39:00.000-07:00

Hello people, im currently eating my Kuay tiao :}
i thinkk kuay tiao early morning to people is crazy but to me its the loveeeeeee <3
wait corrections make that OILY kuay tiao.

why am i talking about kuay tiao ? im just being random

I forgot to take a picture of my girlf's red hair !
shall do it on tues .

thinking of dying ash , real tempted, there's like a bottle of dye sitting on girlf's table :O
wonder how i would look :O

"They" said i was charming, but i doubt they were serious
charming then why no girls flock around me !

oh well i've got my cute cute GIRLFRIEND already :D
happy happy.

There's no one like you<3

I'M Back

2009-10-18T08:34:00.000-07:00

Hello people i'm back! :D
im sorry for not updating for a long time !
will try to blog frequently :)

The PIES's 8th month just passed.
simple & sweet one , so sorry baby for the simple month-ni-ver-sary.
girlf gave me a hand made puzzle with spelling errors !
L-O-L right
hahaha i have yet to complete it!

WILL DO IT AFTER MY NEW TV COMES :}
cause i neeeeeeed space :O

Service was awesome <3
too bad dearest couldnt join.
AWWWW

MY GIRLF'S HAIR IS RED!!!
RED RED RED OMG LEH!

just a short post :}

signing off:
POTTIE

im in the world but not of the world

something that's so far yet so near.

2009-10-15T08:14:00.000-07:00

Maybe i don't need a picture to depict everything ,
Maybe yes , maybe no.
Suddenly you feel this empty thing ,
the thing in you that's bubbling ,
something that even shouting can't forget ,
that even tears can't smear ,
The promise that i made ,
The one i know i shouldn't have break,
Maybe our mind does get better of our hearts ,
i should have stick to it long ago ,
which i did , yet not done.

Give me that and some of this

2009-10-15T04:42:00.000-07:00

I wonder how many of you are reading our blog now , or maybe zlich. :)
Anyway , today was pretty screwed up and pretty - extremely - Bored.
I'm going to dye my hair blue , or rather half of it. Before school starts. :) Super happie and excited about it. i hope boyfriend joins me in to this. ;)) wee~
suddenly i dont feel that bored already.
:)
This is going to be a short post . 'cause i want to play games with my lovely pottie! :)

I POSTED OKAY! :)

Sigining off ;
LOve suies A.K.A kiki

P.s : sometimes you just feel like being in existence , a feeling of lying there and not move , a feeling of disintegration.

I LOVE YOU

2009-10-13T08:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 8 th month my cute and blur girlfriend :}

simple & loving it <3

O~M~G

2009-10-13T06:56:00.001-07:00

i lost my girlfriend :(
i dunno where is she !!

aiya cannot concentrate on doing anything.

just a short post la, till i find my baby !

super love girlfriend for making this blog so cuteeeeeeeeeeee :}
& for being so uber cute.

awwwwwww

WHERE ARE YOU!? :(

where are you hiding my baby

Failed day of plans

2009-10-13T04:31:00.000-07:00

ooh ! I found someone who actually speak french. Seriously. :)

I figure i'm not so much of an early waker when there's an appointment , or something like that.
Gosh.
Anyway , after lunch Winnie and Cassandra came over for some shots. :)
The pictures were okay and the editorials were great. :)
Love the whole thing. Photography. Yums. :)
XinXin dropped by , and heading for a drink later. :)

Super stressed now , though today was like super slack. -.-
Sadness. :)
Oh well , shall wait for pottie's reply. I'm not sure where he is. Gosh. sad sad.
Plus , im fatter already. ****

Signing off ; SUIE.

P.s: sometimes there's this feeling in you that you could not figure and not understand.

Merci

2009-10-08T08:47:00.000-07:00

Yes Yes. I'm back! :)
Bangkok trip was a real packed and fast one , leaving me super tired. Like zomg.
Went with winnie and Huiting. { It wasn't so bad afterall. } :)
I actually actually spent more than Ten thousand ____. { Scared both winnie && Hui Ting }.
Despite the above fact and that there is really , really a lot of shops there . But to me , half of it dont worth a second look. { And honestly i feel cheated in some ways. }
But well , Bangkok is worth a second go ! :) { AND MORE AND MORE }

Four other places that we went other than The Platinum Mall :
- Night bazaar
- Street stalls ( near some plaza)
- The hotel . :)
- Seven eleven. :)

Haha. Weird isn't it ?
The Night Bazaar was an awesome place. But too bad , it was so call a tourist location / tourism spot ? Thus , steeper price. -.- But they do have awesome rings. :)
Had a wonderful massage there { Now get your mind straight. } :) , Kept laughing but the after effects was terribly good. :)

Seven-eleven was our best friend there. Ate super damn lot. I swear i'm going to lose weight and stop eating sooooo much. { Afraid my boy dumps me, though i know i'm already fat. }
Hotel was sorta cosy but empty in a sense. The living room was cosy , but other rooms was tad weird. Scared myself and the two other girls. We slept with lights on. :) { Loved the flooring too. }

Had a late night there and a super early morning. :(
Flight was delayed. :(

But overall the trip was smooth and safe , Thanks to GOD ALMIGHTY. :)
Must thank God tonight. :) { And boyfriend for praying. } :)

Lastly , Pictures. Yepp , taken but mostly unflattering. Gahhs.
I dont have it but winnie has. :)

Okay , i have to thank michelle for ending me off, mummy for picking me up , boyfriend for accompanying me throughout the day and also xin xin for chatting with me while i pack.

Yepp , packing for a camp tmr morning. Gah.

Right , gotta go else boyfriend's going to kill me. :)
signing off ; bottie /suie/ kiki :)

P.S : i wonder how far a free wheel can roll . :)

Pottie day 4 - return of Bottie

2009-10-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

My dearest girlf is back :}
super happy , when to see her for a short short while !
awww how i wish i can just live there :X
girlf was super naughty today :O
she played her sims and ignore me !!!
i bet she must be feeling real guilty.
oh well i dunno why but i just cant get angry with her when i see her :P
must be those innocent eye of hers. O.O

girlf bought me lots of clothes :}
thanks baby thats really sweeeeeeeet of you.

im really very sleeepy i think should just bathe and head to bed.

school was fun today , something new at least, i find so much energy in my class !
oh i love it :D

joey the pink pig didn't attend school today !

okay sleeeeeeeepy spell activating :(

byebye

thank you god for giving me back my cute cute girlf <3

Pottie Day 3 - The day u went away

2009-10-07T08:13:00.000-07:00

Im worried stupid girlf never text me , i know its not her fault la
BUT still , im super worried wondering how my blur girlf is doing at a unknown place.
Tried in vain to contact her :(
come back must scold her, then later sayang her back :}

i pray i pray that she comes back safely ^^

didnt managed to sent girlf off, but im going to make it up to her, try to rush to airport to pick her up ;]

Today was a looooooooooooooooong day , super tired !
Maths was okay ! cant believe i would say that -.-
well i hope this continues for the rest of the semesters.

results for Physics and engineering design are out got B and A respectively :}
thats a good good start ^^

i finally got my warcraft to version 1.24 all thanks to Din for helping to download the patch :}

after school trained to Ngee Ann with yang yang to collect a piece of paper
my dearest sweetest cutest girlf's consent form for her camp.

Thank you yang yang for accompanying me , if he wasnt there i swear i would be sitting on the floor and sleeping till joo koon -.-

My stomach wasnt feeling very well , was suppose to head to bugis after collecting the form but i didnt due to my stomach, went home to rest.

had such an urge to sleep in the train while standing D:

Sorry to Tze Yong for not attending your birthday dinner. Supper sorry !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO< JIE JIE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TZE YONG
HAPPY BIRTHDAT TO YANG MENG

i miss my girlf <3

you are the reason why my heart continues to beat in this cruel word

god please protect her, please let her be back safetly

Pottie RP day 2

2009-10-06T06:45:00.000-07:00

Im now at girlf house, using her com ! why am i not using my own com you ask ?
cause she is a pig which is addicted to sims 3 -.-
she's talking to herself and not caring me :{
tomorrow girlf going tobangkok le , still very worried but i will entrust he into god's hands.
and the cute xiao mian yang would be there to protect her :}
its white and innocent just like me :D

School was awesome again today , starting to start liking my classmates :}
today was engineering design, or should i say DNT
its exactly like DNT.... -.-

well mission was not succesful today! failed to get celeste REAL AGE !
i shall continue to find out :}
she's the coolest person in our class , super dao one , but once u melt her, then she's super friendly :D

I swear we made lots of noise today x_x
damn fun , i keep getting shot by mrs dao -.-

well i think we came out with a pretty good ppt :}
i love this team , coooperative and contributes to discussion !

meeeeeeeeeeeeow

after class headed down to gym
stupid JUME look down on me, she said " You gym???" (insert mandrin voice)
whoaaaaaaaaa super heartbreak lor.
hahaha they just dont know how hard i train to become this "BIG" lor
frowns :(

hahaha thinking of gyming everyday after school , maybe an hour each session :}
6 sets of bench (virtical) 3 sets of bench ( inclined ) straight chest press 4 sets.
if i do this everyday i swear i will become HUGE

hehehehe i think i should start disturbing my girlf already !
i will miss you my loveeeeeeeeeeee <3

Pottie LOVES Bottie

I pray that xiao mian yang will protect you

Pottie - Rp school day 1

2009-10-05T03:33:00.000-07:00

Hello people ?? or should i say girlfriend :}
hahaha no one knows of this blog yet !

Firstly i want to thanks Dearest for coming down over to my school to see me , she miss me so much that she had to come all the way down from simei to see me :P

awwww touched <3

Winnie and cass also came along, i think i was the suckiest host ever -.-
didn't even remember where food heaven was , gosh 1 1/2 month and i forgot everything.

Class was very fun today , though new enviroment weird weird one , but still everyone was friendly ;} met a couple of new friends today.

Special thanks to RAM , IKA & JUME for making DAY 1 sucha fun and interesting day :}

well work wise wasnt very good ,struggled like always to finish the PowerPoint Presentation :{
gahhhhhhhhhh have to work harder. less slack more work :D

skipped gym after school to go home , gah slack too much already !
later become skinny again ,then girlfriend dont want me le :(
HAHAH okay 4 sets of push up and crunches done , another !@#$ more sets to go !

AND I SWEAR I LOVE YOU <3
tall you
short you
fat you
thin you
as long its you
i jiu love

If i could sing u a song, it would be "Would you be there?"

CAUSE I KNOW I WOULD BE THERE.